All so very confusing
I give up
<3

I hate that I hurt him
I wish so much that it would've been the other way around
But it wasn't....
Nope.
and now I feel so aweful
so in pain
and I don't even know how he feels
I still care about him.
but I don't even know

...Lara

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I'm sad.... like really sad... like just cried for about 45 min sad... which I never cry... so that's a dang big deal. I don't know what to do with myself... I'm such a fake... I try to be who I'm not... I am who I am not... It's crazy, and confusing... It makes sense in my mind. but not in words. I've cried almost every day this week, for one ( Read more... )

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So, basically, I have decided that I am no longer gonna let people walk all over me. I'm going to stand up for myself ( Read more... )

I don't have it anymore, I have nothing
Don't tell me I'm lucky, I have nothing...
I have finally lost touch with people
for the second time
I don't talk to anyone
& nobody talks to me
I don't know how to feel
What to think...
This all is so new to me
I miss my best friend...
I miss my friends in general
I miss everything...

-Lara