And the insomnia sets in... I'm awake. wide awake, and have been since 9:30 this morning... Goddamn. I helped Lucho get back on his feet today and hopefully he'll hold some weight as of 3:30 tomorrow afternoon. Back in fuckin action baby ( Read more... )

Yo. Craziness, let me tell you. I've had a most interesting day. Just kidding ( Read more... )

I got my car back today. My wheel barrings were shot and the tires were falling off. But now, it's better. $525. Yet another fucking expense. I'm flat broke, beyond broke. $300 in the hole. Fuck... Whatever. I think I'm just gonna move the fuck out of here. It's probably the best thing to do right now in my life. I need to start fucking saving to ( Read more... )

I closed tonight. Friggin lame. I screwed up my knee pretty bad at work. Hopefully it gets better. But last time my knee felt like this I was told there was a disease in it. So maybe that's whats up with it. I dunno ( Read more... )

Yo. It's 4:00 A.M. and I'm sitting in front of my computer drinkin a couple beers and smokin a bowl. Wonderful. My hammer pipe received a mysterious crack in the bottom of the bowl. Completely unexplainable, but that's the last out of SIX that were in my possession... Fuck that. Skullfuck (Sarah's bong) is kinda hurtin. The end of the bowl has a ( Read more... )

Heyyy. I'm not all here right now. Then again, when am I? I smoke too much, if there is such a thing. I mean an eighth in two hours is absurd. I need to learn to conserve, goddammit. My dad will give me money and weed if I really need it, so I'm not too worried ( Read more... )

Oh yeah! I measured the longest part of my hair today. Ten and a quarter inches long. Oh yes.

Damn. I just got home about an hour ago. I'm friggin tired. Work until 2:30... Taco Bell is getting old. I really don't know if I can stick it out the whole summer before I go where ever the hell it is I'm going (Florida, Vermont, or Maine for college). Bryan insists I go live with him in his big ol' house in FL. I guess all I have up here is ( Read more... )

Well I had the MOST fucked up week of my entire life. 4/20 sucked. I worked 4-10. My grandmother died while I was at work so I was let out an hour early. I ended up getting ridiculously drunk and going to the club, almost getting kicked out a couple times. I danced with a bunch of people but no one cool enough for me :) Well, I ended up collapsing ( Read more... )

Life will never change
I'm going insane.
I enjoy feeling sadness within.
Openly admitting
To self masochating
Addiction is too hard to quit.
Like puffing your smoke
Or telling your jokes
only happiness comes from the pain
You can have the sex
Just leave me to vex
I'd rather just slice open a vein.