:/
i should be happy right now, but for some reason i'm not.
i just feel uncomfortable in my own life.
i think it's because all of a sudden everything is different.
overnight, everything changed.
i always felt a connection with my Dad.
I was always closer to my Dad then I was to my Mom
and honestly, I think he can read my mind sometimes, and i can read his.
i know i have most of his genes.
but i know when he's upset, and i can feel it.
for the past 8 years, he gave everything for Eckley.
He sacrificed and submerged his life in coal mining and the history of the coal regions.
it was what he enjoyed.
then overnight he goes from 'Coal Mining Historian' to 'working the front desk at a job he was forced into having'
i know he misses the visitors center so much, and it kills me.
i hate seeing my Dad upset.
this new job is so annoying and isn't helping our family at all.
i never see him anymore because he has to travel 2 hours to work and back.
and it honestly happened overnight.
literally.
we made so many friends through Eckley, and it sucks that he got sent to another branch.
i dont know.
for some reason, it's killing me knowing how much he misses his desk and the visitors center, and everything that Eckley was to him.
it sounds odd, and maybe you dont understand.
but my Dad got robbed out of a job he loved.
& I dont find how thats fair.
i just feel uncomfortable in my own life.
i think it's because all of a sudden everything is different.
overnight, everything changed.
i always felt a connection with my Dad.
I was always closer to my Dad then I was to my Mom
and honestly, I think he can read my mind sometimes, and i can read his.
i know i have most of his genes.
but i know when he's upset, and i can feel it.
for the past 8 years, he gave everything for Eckley.
He sacrificed and submerged his life in coal mining and the history of the coal regions.
it was what he enjoyed.
then overnight he goes from 'Coal Mining Historian' to 'working the front desk at a job he was forced into having'
i know he misses the visitors center so much, and it kills me.
i hate seeing my Dad upset.
this new job is so annoying and isn't helping our family at all.
i never see him anymore because he has to travel 2 hours to work and back.
and it honestly happened overnight.
literally.
we made so many friends through Eckley, and it sucks that he got sent to another branch.
i dont know.
for some reason, it's killing me knowing how much he misses his desk and the visitors center, and everything that Eckley was to him.
it sounds odd, and maybe you dont understand.
but my Dad got robbed out of a job he loved.
& I dont find how thats fair.