Last weekend was a lot of fun.  I highly enjoyed myself.  I had to work my ass off to get off work though.
Did I mention how I hate it there?  Did I mention how I hate it here?
I want out of there.  I want out of Brampton.  I want out of Humber.
I want that fresh start....the one I wanted last year...around this time as well.
Everything is just....gah ( Read more... )

Stressed,  confused, frustrated, excited, depressed, angry, exhausted, happy....all at once.  How the hell does that happen?

I just want to know...who exactly is there that I can trust?  Seriously?
Anybody?
Are we back in highschool again?
If you have something to say to me, or if you have a problem with me, then just say.
It would make things a whole lot easier for you and me.
Trust me.

I hate liars, and I hate hypocrits...end of story.

I haven't been writing that much lately because I'm pretty sure that many do not actually want to hear what's going on inside my head these days.  So I'll try to keep this brief...I just need to write something.
The whole idea of this being our final semester is kicking in....and hard!  It's freaking me out so much that I don't even know what it is ( Read more... )

I love you and that's all that matters to me right now. 
I thank you for letting me know what it's like, but that doesn't mean that I'll be able to get over it.

Why the fuck did I ever choose radio.  I never knew, and I still don't know.  But if this is what I have in store, I don't want it.

OKay, so this may sound a little corny BUT....Sunday morning, as I was walking into the shower,  glanced at the mirror and thought, "omg, am I sucking in with out even realizing it?"   It appeared that I wasn't and I got extremely excited.  Ahaha, I told you this was corny, but I have been trying for a while now, never really noticed a thing, until ( Read more... )

It’s coming to the end of the school year.  People are already looking into jobs.  Oh, how the time has passed so quickly.  In all honestly I’m not exactly sure as to how I am supposed to feel. I’m excited yet nervous, happy yet depressed.  I want to jump up and down yet curl up and cry.  I’m confident yet insecure.  I know for a fact that I will ( Read more... )

So I’ve been trying to post something for a couple of days now, but my laptop has been pretty shitty and I end up accidentally deleting everything. So here I go again, with one more try….

It’s a new year.  And in good hopes, I wish it is a good one.  Every year is always so different.  We grow as people and learn more about ourselves.  We grow ( Read more... )

My voice is shot.  My chest feels hollow.  I've been doing what  I can to ease it all and to make sure I'm better for the weekend...and well, for work tomorrow.  I'm hoping it's only going to be a couple day thing.  I mean so far I've been doing pretty good.  I've ben resting, sleeping, and drinking lots of water.   It should be fine.  It's not ( Read more... )

I was told that a little distance for a bit can be cute.  I didn't believe it.  Thought, "Are you crazy?!?!  It's depressing!  Not cute!!" and then I wanted to cry.  (because I'm a baby like that =P )
But I'm beginning to realize that it's not all that bad, and it is it kinda cute!  Last night made me the happiest girl ever!  I am extremely lucky to ( Read more... )