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[eyelashez]

BRK has been out of town since April 11. We had my visit in NYC, and his one day tour through town. I sure miss my best friend. If this is the life, I don't like it any more. This either needs to explode big soon, or fizzle out soon! The fizzling would be fine, because he has so many other, and better paying options... and without psychotic

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[chaosandcandy]

If anyone knows where you're at lady, its me. I hope that this life is sorted out soon too. I don't see it working wonders on any of the involved parties.

[eyelashez]

I did think of you. You guys are in a much better position now. Who needs it, y'know!?! Life has so much more to offer. I think the boys are beginning to see that. BRK sees it. He just has wonders of patience, hoping this thing will pay off somehow.

[chaosandcandy]

I think what it came down to was whether or not the possible payoff was worth the inbetween time and all of its associated stresses. Can you justify possible future monetary success knowing that jeprodizes your current and future happiness and well being? Its such a crap shoot.

[eyelashez]

Keywords being: possible monetary success. None of it is guaranteed at all, and Mr. Ego keeps throwing in wrenches.

Oh well... Who know boys could throw around so much drama!!!