i cant wait to see you. theres no way you would be ugly. you are BEAUTIFUL beyond beilf now and if your personality was on the outside you would be far more beautiful. if thats possible.
I'm sorry you're having a rough time. People can be scum.
You’re lying motionless in your bed. Your darkened soul pacing the silent halls. Shaking ever so slightly. You don’t know why. Memories are distant and blurry. Memories of pain and sorrow.
Alone, Alone in a cold, unwelcoming world. A world created to destroy, To shred every last amount of hope in you to pieces.
Your eyes drown in their tears, As the rivers of scarlet trickle down your chiselled wrists. You wonder, What will they say? Will they miss you? No, You don’t suppose they will.
Was this all worth it? Your vision is blurred. You no longer see the beauty in anything. Your life shrouded in darkness. No. None of this was worth it. - Wrote those meself.
I added ya, hope you'll add me back. Feel better. :D
mon-that hurts babe! how do u think of me! i care about u so much! omg! hehe, i don't kno wat ur thinkin but really, o! feel better and i hope ur finals r goin ok! i love u! xoxo, marsies a.k.a. mari, u like it? i think its funny!
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anonymous
December 17 2003, 21:12:31 UTC
hey, so look, iwant u to kno, im always here fo ya? kk? remmebr that, mari's here, yay! now on to bigger things, wats goin on sweetie, ur so peppy at school, and then i read ur jurnal and its so sad, r u like, on a high at school, everyone is there distracting u? makes sense but ok, u shud feel better, ur so loved, in and the bed and out of it! hahahaa! but truly, im here kk? anytime, i love u! xoxoxoxxoxo, mari
Re: ouchieseyelineryouDecember 18 2003, 15:34:24 UTC
aw your really sweet. that means a lot. its not that i get distracted by people,people are the things that get me upset. its just that im extremly happy or extremly sad, im more happy at school because people are good to me to my face. once im out of school it means i have to be with my close friends, who are really the people that hurt me the most.
finals are great!chhhiiiaaadDecember 17 2003, 21:47:03 UTC
yunno when we were walkin gto the art room and u said u got a rush of hatred for me? ur freakin me out w/ this entry...wud i be ugly? monika i swear id give my life for urs in a second. so do u wanna hear the lyrics of the song i started writing? it sucks balls btw...its the first song i ever tried writing
i never wanted u to see the lonely human side of me i sit in my room wishing i was with u the thought of the smile on ur beautiful face and my heart beating so fast is skipping out of its pace dreams flooded thru my mind in the middle of the day when u took me in ur arms and held me in ur embrace
...thats all i have is it way too obvious? w/e its better w/ music luv ya
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i cant wait to see you. theres no way you would be ugly. you are BEAUTIFUL beyond beilf now and if your personality was on the outside you would be far more beautiful. if thats possible.
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You’re lying motionless in your bed.
Your darkened soul pacing the silent halls.
Shaking ever so slightly.
You don’t know why.
Memories are distant and blurry.
Memories of pain and sorrow.
Alone,
Alone in a cold, unwelcoming world.
A world created to destroy,
To shred every last amount of hope in you to pieces.
Your eyes drown in their tears,
As the rivers of scarlet trickle down your chiselled wrists.
You wonder,
What will they say?
Will they miss you?
No,
You don’t suppose they will.
Was this all worth it?
Your vision is blurred.
You no longer see the beauty in anything.
Your life shrouded in darkness.
No.
None of this was worth it. - Wrote those meself.
I added ya, hope you'll add me back. Feel better. :D
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that was .stunning.beautiful.poigant.
i will surely surely add u back!
WRAPSARMSAROUND.
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xoxo,
marsies a.k.a. mari, u like it? i think its funny!
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xoxoxoxxoxo,
mari
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its not that i get distracted by people,people are the things that get me upset. its just that im extremly happy or extremly sad, im more happy at school because people are good to me to my face. once im out of school it means i have to be with my close friends, who are really the people that hurt me the most.
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so do u wanna hear the lyrics of the song i started writing? it sucks balls btw...its the first song i ever tried writing
i never wanted u to see the lonely human side of me
i sit in my room wishing i was with u
the thought of the smile on ur beautiful face
and my heart beating so fast is skipping out of its pace
dreams flooded thru my mind in the middle of the day
when u took me in ur arms and held me in ur embrace
...thats all i have is it way too obvious? w/e its better w/ music
luv ya
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insert toothy grin.
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score
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whats cooler???
the reply to comment 57, thats what.
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