i miss so many thing, i forgot to miss them because i was busy with the present.

i listened to old bands with new songs it pulls and tears at my mind

its a happy thing.

iv changed so much...i dont no if its noticable...

one thing iv lost is my jealousy. im SO glad. that thing was a bitch with a dick.

Halloween was= bomb.i love those teenage moments that manage to only happen in the dead of night when no one can hear your adolescent screams ( Read more... )

what are you doing for halloween?

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last...
song: tainted love
movie: donnie darko
shower: last night
hug:chelsy before she left
IM: matt
yell: 2 hours ago
tear: the day before yesterday
sex: mmmmmm raped some cat in an alley
food: i ate the cat when i was done
drink: wa wa wattt...spit....water..spit....water

run the tounge along the teeth, bit down, only to bleed ( Read more... )

She hits the lights ( Read more... )

Im so happy i just might choke.
Your the only one who makes me feel like this
Im fine with that.
Im scared, i shouldnt feel this good.
After you-
Ill lie in bloody sheets.
cutting closer to the heart, cutting across, cutting deep.
And its all because. im. so. damn. cliche.

im diseased.
thats the only explaination.


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i want maddy to be ok.

how are you?

would a simple hello kill you?


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