TEA CUP AND PISTOLETTE (SO OBVIOUSLY VULNERABLE)

[eyelines]

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merry birthday

[noirplus]

hopefully it shall provide me with associated qualities like intelligence + wisdom.

:) You provide intelligence and wisdom in spades.

merci

[eyelines]

young lady :

you're excellent sweet and you're making me blush(!)

thank
you
.

[properchaos]

My dear and unfortunate book buyer--thank you for the additional revenue.

e.k.

Hope your birthday was more pleasant than not. The best people are born in May.

messy clean chaos order

[eyelines]

you're most welcome and thank you for the birthday wishes. my birthday was surprisingly pleasant and i even danced a few steps to likable music (smile) a satisfying day however i'm also glad “it's over” since i need to focus entirely on my interview tomorrow, oh my(!) i'm not sure whether i'm terrified or deeply thrilled . . . .

in any case, have a beautiful sunday, my dear Proper Chaos
and a beautiful, following week as well!
xx

[tetragrammata]

Happy birthday, mademoiselle (because it's not genuine if it's not coming from at least three different avenues). I hope my card found you in time; I daresay its crossing of the oceans would be somewhat more successful than my own, at this stage. Thinking of you, twirling, and hoping you've had a wonderful day. <3

both of them could never be sure

[eyelines]

thank you thanks, darling(!) a pleasure to hear from you and i see you asked about the card on facebook also - since i am not home (i haven't been for nearly a solid month) i cannot be sure of its reaching to my doorstep but i'm hoping&crossing fingers that this is the case. it will be a splendid thing to return home to. and how are You? when shall i receive y o u r very book in my mail and be fully able to gasp over the beauty pouring from the pages? how is your ghostly matter?

(smile)
thinking (of you) + twirling (for you)
always
mutually

Re: both of them could never be sure

[tetragrammata]

Well now, I trust that the time between now and last we spoke has passed wonderfully, in languid moments and mental snapshots to keep in invisible albums.

I'm working my way through the second draft at present, nearly two-thirds finished, and I'm aiming to have it polished and kicked out the door by august or september. Then I will start planning adventures on the continent, and we might not need that trans-hemispheric bridge after all...

If you get a chance, you should listen to devin townsend's ki. It's wonderful and splendid and the best thing he's produced in forever.

Ghostly matters are well, surprisingly. The knots of the past have been untangled and the future is a smoothly unspooling line. I'm nearly healed, and when I'm back on my feet the smile might just make my face fall off.

exes & ohs,
moi.

back to engelskan

[guiltedbythesun]

Your old words, the ones which I am hiding in my secret safe, are currently celebrating this arrival of new fellow comrades to their home quarters. Their joy is almost physically palpable, and it is closing in on my whereabouts - joy is overtaking me; indeed, joy is always overtaking me when I am confronted by your creations. Deserie, the wordsmith-pharmacist, manufacturing Super Quality drugs in the form of organized letters - highly effective and virtually side-effect free, although the occasional heart-ache combined with tears and existential questionings are most certainly to count with.

I am glad that Malmö is treating you in a favorable manner, that your mind isn't occupied by negative sentiments. Happiness is what Nature intended the deseriean life to experience. Yes.

xxo

(PS. she appears every time looking so breathtaking + dashing that i must admit it's sort of intimidating to be around her - i bet she feels the exact same way about you)

back to back

[eyelines]

i always keep saying that i want for my entries to appear regularly again at some point, instead of having these massives unfold once per every two or three months and every time i mean it with sincerity. though obviously, sometimes Wanting Something isn't enough, at all . . . . malmö is a peculiar place, it's got that certain unidentified touch that circles, permeates and stays it makes you stay even though it's nowhere near perfect - the heat for example is all TERROR, pure and instinctive. however three days ago we had a fucking brilliant thunderstorm raging the heavens, it would have been immaculate if it weren't for the me-waking-up-in-the-middle-of-the-night, sensing something to be rather wrong and sleepily stepping out in the living room only to see my sister sleeping soundly all while the living room floor was filling up with water as the result of one of the huge ceiling windows having flung wide open - dramatics(!)

ah but i am fairly well-trained in the Field of negative sentiments however sadly (smile) but i keep

i only shush when i'm supposed to, not when it would be foolish to

[guiltedbythesun]

Indeed, it's an exceedingly stupid thing to be restricted by one's self-made limitations. I do very well know how disturbingly harmful these limitations can be - there are in fact a couple of them pestering me right now, at this particular moment, which is rather inconvient, seeing as I have several (four, to be exact) exams to write (and study for) during the next two weeks ahead.

Your humour is perfectly excelllent; untimely in time.

Let's write soon again, when I'm better, and when I'm not between several billions of exams.

ex plus oh times infinity - xo∞

i'm no fucking buddhist but this is enlightenment

[guiltedbythesun]

My thoughts are hiding in the empty corners of my mind, the vast empty corners of my mind, and they are refusing to reveal themselves. I am caught in a buddhist's dream scenario - the thoughtless state (synonymous with death). There are many things that I would like to mention, here and now, in this comment, though I probably won't be capable of mentioning them all. However, I will try my best to revitalize the major organ in my head, to make its corners less empty.

First off; how have you been? Did your worst fears about life after Malmö come true? Hopefully, they did not. I, myself, have been experiencing freedom for almost a week now - thus the reluctant thoughts; they are having a hard time adjusting to the responsibility that comes with being free. It's a pleasant, and a pacifying, experience. Not much is being done, which is a bit worrying, seeing as I have a trip to prepare for

[timed]

You're just so lovely.

colorless fixation

[eyelines]

& absolutely likewise, darling.