i suck at life, id b better off dead.

i just wish someone understood the pain im going through.-- i wish someone was there for me, people cared.- there are too many lies and drama, and i cant take it anymore. i know noone here cares nd in fact, im just wasting ur time. but i dont think nyone cares about me anymore. i know 2 people tonight that did. but my family could give a fuck less ( Read more... )

so tired, and lethargic. im so happy the whole term paper issue is over and now i dont have much left in the next 22 school days. That is like amazing, i took a nap after schhool and i hate taking naps afterschool. im pretty tired actually. and i just go thome from the othro, which was a bit gay. --

finishing my term paper now, and i think its pretty damn good. nd although i didnt work too hard on it, i better get a good grade lol- this wasted so much time and stressed me to the max. stick this shiat up ur azz cuz im am soo done for the year as of now. I have wonderful grades and I'm satisfied for myself. So i dont know what a mole is or what ( Read more... )

yesterday i got a packet in the mail accepting me to the National Young Leaders Confrence in D.C during the summer for 11 days. Yayness, I;m pretty sure I can go because my mom wants me to get the whole value out of it plus it looks good for college since u have to be nominated for it. yayness. -- thats hot. i feel pretty bad about my parents ( Read more... )

couple of krazii last nights ( Read more... )

im really procrastinating this term paper thing. it knida sucks but i know i have to do it and i keep friggen putting it off and its just hurting me. -- sigh. - im pretty tired, i didnt get any sleep last night but i took a litlte nap afterschool, and did all of my homework exceppt my term paper. someone help me on it, yep, pleassssse? its really ( Read more... )

i dont even know what to write in here. im upset; and i dont think words can explain how upset i am.
my friday night totally sucks, and i just want to die. . i feel so alone, left out, and sad. maybe im overreacting, but i cant fucking help it.
im so sick of trying to make things better, fuck this u all win.

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so ihavent updated in a while.. a long while. i dont know where to begin at all. . -
we can leave it as my lifes been pretty worthless i guess, and im not watching tv, but procrastinating my eng. note cards.