sarah, ruben, and the babies were here last nite. here is  pictures ( right here! )

so last nite me, christina, and tessa went to chris's club, and met up with christy and isabel a bit later there. nates band SAP was playing and i hadnt been to a show of theres in like a year. i ended up getting very very fucked up. i only had 5 drinks, but i was on a totally empty stomach since i hadnt eaten for a couple days beforehand and the ( Read more... )

another morning, another hangover. isnt that how it goes? fuck my head hurts sooooooo bad and i have to work at 10, this is so not kosher. exerting myself is the last thing i wanna be doing right now.

anywho, last nite at the bar mustve been fun because im not remembering too much this morning, isabel said i was being very social so im assuming my ( Read more... )

ive been waiting all my life to finally find you,
just so i can push you away..
and when youre crawling over broken glass to get
to me, thats when i'll let you stay...

im ina blah mood. tomorrow i have to work and i dont really feel like it. i wanna sleep in and relax. hopefully i'll be able to work thursday instead of tomorrow. im just drained and very anti social ( Read more... )

im sure not many people know this, because it isnt something i go around announceing to the world, but i dunno who my Biological father is. it use to not bother me at all, but the older i get the more i wanna know. i have so many questions for him, did he know about me? did he even want to see me? the list goes on and on. no one in my family has ( Read more... )

i forgot to mention how unattractive i feel. i gained X amount of pounds this week. god how i hate super models....

im not really sure what to write, i just had to urge to express myself, and this is the least controversial way possible. im so restless lately, i cant sleep very well for some reason, and the littlest things set me off into a bitchy rage. its funny because last week i was about as annoying as can be because i had so much energy and i was plump ( Read more... )

I HATE women who use there children against a man. i think that it is the most disgraceful thing a mother can do. To use an innocent baby/child against someone is just wrong on so many levels ( Read more... )