i am having a lonely/emotional day.
i don't know what to do with myself.

i just saw the cutest thing. a little chipmunk kept coming around the corner with a moutful of nuts or whatever, so i sat really still until it came up on the porch and kind of sat looking at me, then darted into it's hole ( Read more... )

i just want to sit here and hug my little boy and cry.
as horrible as i feel, i also feel a bit relieved.
not because this is necessarily what i want, but
because i at least know now.
this is the last thing in the world that i want.
especially for ari.
but that doesn't matter.
maybe this is better.

"the bridges are crumbled,
the water flows into

i am so confused right now.
and a llittle scared.
i wish i knew what was happening.
what's wrong?

maybe i'm being selfish here, but it seems that you can resolve every other problem you have except the ones you have with me. and that is because you won't talk to me about them. so if this is the way i have to get this out to you, then fine ( Read more... )

why do i feel as though nothing will ever change no matter how much i want it too? i know in my heart that nothing will ever be the same.i am going to go crazy if we dont talk soon.

this is really only all we have: daylight, twilight, pitch black, night light.

i can't believe it.
i have been sick to my stomach all day.
how could you bring yourself to actually do it?
that was not your decision alone to make.
i am beyond pissed.

my head is going to split in fucking two.

holy shit!

run ronnie run comes out tomorrow!