I hear it's a golden age, but not all that glitters is gold ( Read more... )

so every once in a while i check out the last page of updates, to sort of get an idea of where i am in relation to a few months ago. did that tonight and realized that i am in some ways in the same exact place, and in some ways a bit ahead of where i was a few months ago ( Read more... )

so aperently i was just jumping the shark. i really feel the need to write stuff lately, not necessarily artfully, but just write.

so ill probably have a lot of rants and more poems and shit. woot!

In this darkness i lay dreaming ( Read more... )

and maybe that reason is so we could rock the fucking road buddy ( Read more... )

Alright so today is not so bad, im in a good mood again and i think i'll be ok ( Read more... )

i should probably be taking a nap right now to make up for being up till like 8am. god bless phones. i think i'll just drink some vodka and play video games.

more on this later.

I'm feeling very twitchy the last week or so. Not sure why. that by itself is so much, but i'm also starting to feel myself become distant again, which is generally not a good omen. Usually when i feel like this something happens that i barely escape from in one piece. I felt like this right before i found out my mom was being beaten by her ( Read more... )

So apperently i am both quite old fashioned(possibly even prudish) and extremely liberal. This truth has been brought home (somewhat unsuprisingly considering how often this happens) due to recent conversations with Elisha. I don't get off on the idea of having a threesome with a girl i am genuinely interested in and another girl, although if i had ( Read more... )

This game is just...wow. Every time i play it i love it, although i've never finished it due to crashing computers and such. Now that i have it on xbox, i am in happy land. I kinda over did it, and i've been needing a break from console gaming, so i've been mainly on the computer the last few weeks, but i seriously need to play more morrowind. the ( Read more... )