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[eyes_of_sanity]

I just feel like everything that happened last night and before was partially my fault. I just got caught up in everything. all i could think about today was all that. even in school. all i could think about was that. i couldnt help it. im just a freak i guess... i mean id start to say something and couldnt. i didnt tell anyone i was thinking but i

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[foodforthegods]

(?!?!?!) I wasn't mad at you at all, I've never been angry with you. I don't know what else to say. Sorry you can't get it off your mind, whatever it is that you're thinking about. Happens to me all the time, and every day/night for the first 3-4 months of school, ha, often why I don't sleep. But I don't see how any of the shit in the past 4-5 months has been your fault. The whole situation, which I think was in my head, was not anyone's fault in particular, it just happened. Seriously, just try to live with it, don't worry about why things happen, or why they just happen to you (because its not only you). You shouldn't let things bother you, though I am not much one to talk about that, because of how much I let shit get to me. I don't know. I think you need to see a monk on fire right now, I know I do. I'm out.

[eyes_of_sanity]

thanks mike. I do need to see a monk on fire. that would cheer me up.

kay

p.s. thanks for being a great friend and dealing with my shit. i really appreciate it alot. i appreciate you too.

for real, kay

[eyes_of_sanity]

p.s.s cant wait till sunday!!! whoo! getting kicked from the mall when we leave!!!

haha

no

kay

p.s.s.s. just kidding