it's 5:30 am and i just had to say goodbye to my big sister for a very long time. despite how much we used to argue and how i didn't see her as much these past months, i am going to miss brit SO much. just knowing that i couldn't see her and that i have zero access to her if i really needed to makes me extremely sad ( Read more... )

here's the deal, i got a job.
here's the other deal, this is how lame i look in uniform:


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body dysmorphic disorder (BDD):a preoccupation with an imagined physical defect in appearance or a vastly exaggerated concern about a minimal defect.

surprise phonecalls from gil make me happy.

i want coffee.
i want a cigarette.
i want to talk to gil.
i want this stomach ache to diminish.
i want new dresses.
i want spring break to be here.
i want to hang out with jamie lynne.
i want my hair to finish growing.

i want i want i want i want i want blah blah blah and blaaahhhhhhh.

my hair finally decided to grow again, and just the other day i realized my bangs are about an inch past my jaw line. ABOUT TIME. i wont lie, i was pretty excited.

also, last night, i watched a meth lab engulf in flames. it was pretty sweet, scary, and sad all at the same time. i was at justine's, and johnny came in yelling at us to come outside. ( Read more... )

alright dudez a thirty-two year old fancies me and i don't know what to think about that.
also, i'm sweaty, i have to pee, and my entire leg is asleep.

son of a bitch no vagina monologues tonight:(
tomorrow.

( THE VAGINA MONOLOGUES )

I'M A SAILOR PEG AND I LOST MY LEG! I CLIMBED UP THE TOPSAILS AND I LOST MY LEG! I'M SHIPPING UP TO BOSTON! WHOA OOOH OOOOOOH! TO FIND MY WOODEN LEG!

i have dropkick murphys in my head and i can't get it out.

today is just one of those days where you feel as though your body is hollow. you don't know what to think, feel, do; you're just stagnant ( Read more... )

i can't think of a proper adjective to describe my morning thus far ( Read more... )