i care. i care so much about what you think, even if i don't act like i do. even though i agree with you that weed is bad and then go make plans to get high. when i actually think about what i'm doing, i'm confused.
which is all i can say in defense for myself. obviosuly i'm confused. i still cut. i cut last night. i asked morgan for a cigarette on the bus today. i just want to feel better. i don't know how.
i don't know what to say. maybe i just need to grow up. but i don't want to loose your friendship until then.
i was talking to david about the whole smoking situation today. and i told him about how i felt about everyone. what i told him about you was... that you're very smart. and i tend to forget that you're only 14. even though that's no difference, i think that you're just trying things out. i did the same thing. and it was enough. now i'm done. and i know you're smart and i know you'll find your time to stop. i trust that you actually take what i say to heart. just keep doing what you think is right. i think you're mature enough to decide what you want.
i want to have you as a friend as long as possible. i care about you. i've just done a shitty job of leading you in the right direction in the past. i'm the one who knew better. and i'm sorry.
thank you so much for not hating my opinion like everyone else. the reasoning you have shown in response to this entry just shows how mature you really are.
laura, i just wanted to make sure you know that i don't hate your opinion. i honestly do respect how you feel. i'm not as naive as some people might think, and i really do care. i'll quit sooner or later, when i feel like it's the right time for me. but for now, this just happens to be something that i do. i'm actually happy with the direction my life is taking now, so i don't plan on changing anything else for a while. i've come pretty far as it is
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amanda, i know what you're saying. but my entry really isn't about who's doing it to be cool. i'm about to post another entry tonight that will pretty much show everyone what i mean.
i'm so sorry if i offended you. i've known you so long, and i told you, i know you've been in this for a long time. i really don't want people to think i'm putting them or their actions down. i'm just saying, it will hurt you. be careful amanda, you're a smart girl.
you KNOW i was there trying to help you off the ground that night. i wasn't saying "oh amanda smokes pot, i don't like her" it really doesn't matter to me if people smoke. i just want to let them know where i stand.
You know, I think it sucks how everyone is mad over this situation. I only said what I said (and Im sure you only said what you said) because I care so much about the people here. I love the majority of the people here and it hurts to be shut out because I can stand up and tell them I care about what they do to themselves. To further my point, everyone is against me now, but I still care about them enough keep at it.
Anyway, it was cool seeing you and david at my game today.
i know where you're coming from. people have totally shut me out of their lives. i think they're scared of truth. this isn't a fight i can lose. i have to try my best to keep my friends safe.
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i care so much about what you think, even if i don't act like i do.
even though i agree with you that weed is bad and then go make plans to get high.
when i actually think about what i'm doing, i'm confused.
which is all i can say in defense for myself.
obviosuly i'm confused.
i still cut.
i cut last night.
i asked morgan for a cigarette on the bus today.
i just want to feel better.
i don't know how.
i don't know what to say.
maybe i just need to grow up.
but i don't want to loose your friendship until then.
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and i told him about how i felt about everyone.
what i told him about you was...
that you're very smart. and i tend to forget that you're only 14.
even though that's no difference, i think that you're just trying things out.
i did the same thing. and it was enough. now i'm done.
and i know you're smart and i know you'll find your time to stop.
i trust that you actually take what i say to heart.
just keep doing what you think is right.
i think you're mature enough to decide what you want.
i want to have you as a friend as long as possible.
i care about you. i've just done a shitty job of leading you in the right direction in the past.
i'm the one who knew better. and i'm sorry.
thank you so much for not hating my opinion like everyone else.
the reasoning you have shown in response to this entry just shows how mature you really are.
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bridget's a dyke.
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i know what you're saying.
but my entry really isn't about who's doing it to be cool.
i'm about to post another entry tonight that will pretty much show everyone what i mean.
i'm so sorry if i offended you.
i've known you so long, and i told you, i know you've been in this for a long time.
i really don't want people to think i'm putting them or their actions down.
i'm just saying, it will hurt you.
be careful amanda, you're a smart girl.
you KNOW i was there trying to help you off the ground that night.
i wasn't saying "oh amanda smokes pot, i don't like her"
it really doesn't matter to me if people smoke.
i just want to let them know where i stand.
thanks for posting moo.
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Anyway, it was cool seeing you and david at my game today.
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people have totally shut me out of their lives.
i think they're scared of truth.
this isn't a fight i can lose.
i have to try my best to keep my friends safe.
i hope you read my next entry.
i love your girlfriend.
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he has a penis head.
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"I like your hair"
"THANKS!"
"..I wasn't talking to you.."
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