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[eyeslikecanvas]

Bleeding Through

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[thescienceofsex]

bitch ass comment, huh? my bad, i was just trying to be honest. why is it that whenever im just plain and honest with you, you get pissed off? it sucks. its really not that im trying to go out of my way to say something that will piss you off, that is certainly never my intention, and just plain old not something id do. i feel like ive been trying to communicate the same thing to you over and over for the last six months, but you just dont want to hear it. so, i guess heres me giving up at it. this isnt me say, bla bla were not friends or i dont want to talk or hang out, this is just me saying i give up trying to explain to you how i feel about us. and please dont take what i said on your myspace the wrong way- i didnt mean it as a "fuck you" to cody, i just really dont know him you know? weve hung out a handfull of times, and never really had a real conversation outside of mindless chit-chat, small talk. you know? itd be dumb of me to say were like best friends or whatever, when we're just not. maybe its that we feel like we're

[dialtone_murder]

oi vey, yea. i drink too much of the wine and i feel sick so partying cant be me for awhile. plus i havent been tokin' cause i want another job. hah, so i am just a lameo. plus i am on a new life track where i exercize daily and eat healthy (omfg, wtf? lame!) so drinking probably shouldnt be involved though it will undoubtledly be.
thank you for the message, it made me feeel much better and like, not alone and stuff. i will write you back. i am in this weird place right now where i want to sleep but i cant. guh. yea ive been working daily as well, but more like nightly and i just sleep all day. bad habits. i want a better schedual for myself where i do productive things like read or play music hah, something good besides being a lazy bum all day.
oi, ill call you<3