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[eyeslikecanvas]

Work has been fucking hard. 9hrs friday and saturday and 8.5hrs yesturday. No work today, closing by myself tomorrow. then wednesday-sunday, monday off and work on tuesday. All I know is that my paycheck is gonna be fat, whiich means good christman presents for everyone

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[thescienceofsex]

sheesh, when did you turn into such an angry person? yikes bikes... im sorry things are stressfull now. i miss you lotsa. been meaning to call you but im living with leah right now and working hella and trying to get a apartment and bla bla busy etc. we totally need to hang out soon. and you need to come to the xmas party on the 17th. itd be lame without you.
love you baby
julllie

[eyeslikecanvas]

Maybe if we hung out once in a while youd know why I was "such an angry person". nobody cares about my problems...so why should I share them? All anybody cares about is getting fucked up and fucking each other, then bragging about it. Im not into that. And I dont like putting myself out there to be shut down over and over. Ive went out of my way to try to make you notice me and like me again, but you dont. You dont flirt with me(and dont give the lame cody excuse, its bullshit) I try to flirt with you all the time, I try to hang out with you and call you but your always changing plans at the last minute and just always hanging out with leah

[thescienceofsex]

im sorry you feel that way, because i would never intentionally do anything to make you feel in any way.. bad.
i dont know what to say really. i dunno. im glad to be seeing you soon and i hope things get better.
late.

seriously, no offense

[dialtone_murder]

Well Roxy now, you're being completely unfair.

"All anybody cares about is getting fucked up and fucking each other, then bragging about it."

and in your last couple journal entries all you say is how you want to get fucked up and forget about everythng? you can't bitch about it if you do it.

"Ive went out of my way to try to make you notice me and like me again, but you dont. You dont flirt with me(and dont give the lame cody excuse, its bullshit) I try to flirt with you all the time..."

that totally contradicts what you said in your first sentance about "All anybody cares about is getting fucked up and fucking each other, then bragging about it."and if you really wanted to flirt with Julie and you were okay with Cody doing it too and letting Julie flirt with Cody etc, you wouldn't have called crying about it the next day

[dialtone_murder]

dont tell you secrets to anyone, no one really cares, and will only use them to hurt you and rise above in the end.

then...

Fucking stupid slutty cold-hearted bitch of a girl, thats right, she is a fucking girl. And she will always be an immature fucking little girl.

aren't those two statements sorta hypocritical?
i dont know. i wouldn't worry about it.
i mean, you pick and choose your fights in life and if you stress about every little boring detail than hell yeah you're going to be stressed out. but if you just take it as it is and live with it deal with it and remember everything happens for a reason, there's nothing to be stressed about or pissed about or madd about which in the end is a waste of time and energy!

just be happy.
<3