My 77 year old Mammaw beat the cancer.

What do I want? What if this acting thing doesn't work out like all actors want it to? I mean I'll still audition wherever I am no matter what, but what else could I do to give my life some variety, some different forms of creativity, some freedom, and some outlet for tears and stability if/when theatre just rips my soul to shreds of rejection ( Read more... )

+4 auditions to travel to and hopefully be loved at

-finding the right monologue....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

-/+ the wind is blowing so freaking hard that i looked like a marshmallow with legs in my white coat going to class

+Its my Birthday this friday!

+my last Fall Semester is almost over

-my last Fall Semester is almost over

+I got a B on my big  ( Read more... )

The wonderful conversations with Craig for hours at night have made me happy, putting up all the Christmas ornaments and the decorations on the tree made me happy, practicing my Mario Kart skills to kick Craig's ass when we get abck makes me happy (well, it also angers me...fuck the red shells!)
And I make excellent pumpkin bread from scratch ( Read more... )

I am very numb right now. I guess that's good and bad. When I return from Hazard saturday I will be able to breathe again without crying. I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate being in a bad mood like this and I especially hate that I've been like this for about 2 weeks now and I hate EVEN MORE when I try so very hard to stop this horrible bad mood ( Read more... )

I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid.

Why did I choose this? Am I really supposed to? I get so damn nervous. How am I going to do this? I feel like this is my only shot, whether it is true or not. I can't bring myself to mail the forms just yet. Its in 2 weeks, I have no time to work on a monologue, and when I say that I am not ( Read more... )

Being adultish is not fun right now. Anyone want to run naked across campus singing Pirates of the Caribbean?

Dear alumni folk,

Stop reminding me of my future and inevitable shove into the real world. Assholes.

Love,
Erin

The Bitch Is Back

We didn't start the Fire

Sexual Healing

Canned Heat

Ninja Rap

Can't touch this

The Bitch is Back

Tiny Dancer

I just died in your arms tonight

Golddigger

Awwwwsomely fun.

Ode to final two gents.

I can't light no more of your darkness
All my pictures seem to fade to black and white
I'm growing tired and time stands still before me
Frozen here on the ladder of my life

Too late to save myself from falling

Don't let the sun go down on me.

~Elton John~