" Stop giving certain people the idea that you have an invested emotional relationship when you are hung up. IE quit making out with every person ever"

We are more alike than you'd ever believe.

I realized how warped a view these writings give of me. In person I am really a very silly/”light-hearted” person. I am that tall girl who makes all the jokes. Who smiles all the time. This seems like an okay thing to be, but sometimes I feel trapped. Like it’s not okay for me to be sad. Like I’m supposed to bring everyone else laughter but when I ( Read more... )

These nigs is cool as fuck ( Read more... )

Well I could have been at the river drinking with Adam and Tyler, but instead I opted to do homework and this long ass survey thing I found in Casey's journal ( Read more... )

EGAD! My computer is back in business woot.

So one last touch
And then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant
something so much more
But it was vile
And it was cheap
And yeah, you are a beautiful,
but you don't mean a thing to me

EURRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEE!

I'm so scatterbrained. I didn't even play in the snow.

To be honest, I wonder if ( Read more... )

I need you to have a dorky laugh. I need you to love Radiohead and Pearl Jam. I need you to put your arm around me in scary movies. I need you to have velcro shoes. I need you to keep beer in your closet. I need you to take me downtown every weekend. I need you to have silly names for everyone, especially me. I need you to have lots of Asian ( Read more... )

Somehow I know that this is all part of God’s intricate plan. This is how it’s supposed to happen. And while you’re in my mind every waking moment (and a lot of sleeping ones) I wonder if this will be just another one of my bouts of confusion. If I’ll be drown in indecision. And if it is, I don’t think I’ll make it out. I am so scared. Scared of ( Read more... )

I tried to hold you in my arms, but you never stay still. I tried to give you everything but, you didn’t want anything from me. I wont be making you mix CDs and you wont be finishing my sentences. We ignore and ignore, but I’m more than sure its better that way.

There have only been 4 people this year that I can say I disliked. In the past month I have grown far more fond of 3 of them. Especially all day Saturday and Saturday night. I ususally don't like people when I hear that they don't like me. But... I like everyone now. Woot ( Read more... )