Will you join in and make yourself a fool?

Jan 23, 2006 15:19



Last night's dream was extremely weird, but very vivid.

I was driving my mom's car, and Matt was sitting in the passenger seat and Danielle and the hot chick from Underworld was sitting next to her.
Driving seemed to easy and so natural in my dream. It was like it wasn't even happening. So anyway, we were driving through this country road and then Matt grabbed my hand and held it while I drove. It was really cute, but I kept thinking, "He's such a hypocrite."

Then we stopped at this nifty blue barn. Danielle and the hot chick immediately got out and went into the barn. I was going to follow them until I noticed Matt was crying, still clinging to my hand. I turned to him, and asked him what was wrong, but he said I wouldn't understand.
"Try me," I replied with a flair of seductiveness in my voice, the kind I knew he couldn't refuse. He just looked away from me and out the window, sighing. I waited a little longer, awaiting some explanation, anything to why he was acting so strange until he leaned over and fell into my lap. Confused, I sifted my fingers through his hair and continued to hold his hand. He looked up at me, and I remember that his eyes were so brightly green that I was amazed for a full ten minutes. Then he kissed me and left the car.

I don't know where he ran off to because I was dumbstruck for a few moments and when I got out the car, he had disappeared. So I went into the barn to see what Daniella and the hot chick were doing. When I got in there, I couldn't find them. I was just about to leave, thinking they had gone off somewhere when Danielle's voice echoed "Hide and seek, hide and seek, come find us and you'll be very happy."

Intruiged, I started to search the barn. Then after a long time of searching, I found a ladder concealed behind stacks of needles. [?] I climbed up it to find a pretty cool-looking loft. There were butterflies flying around and I watched them until I noticed Danielle and the hot chick totally making out on the floor. Oh, and they were naked.

I watched them for a while until they noticed me. [It took a while.] The hot chick stood up and came over to me and started to try and unzip my jacket. For some reason, I stopped her. I was feeling really weird after the Matt thing, and I just didn't want to get involved in anything, especially in a dirty barn. She seemed really disappointed, but then she kissed me cheek and walked really sexily back to Danielle, as if trying to make me see what I was giving up, and then they continued their intimate kissing on the floor. I watched them again for a while as they progressed further, until I found myself crying and I walked off the loft.

I could Danielle and the hot chick as I left and that for some reason made me cry harder, so I went to the car, put on a Bright Eyes CD and drove back home. [It wasn't my normal home, it was the home on tenth street.] And I walked in, threw my keys at one of the cats and proceeded to my room, where Matt was lying on the bed. He said "I counted four hundred sheep while you were gone. That's a lot of fucking sheep. Now come here."
I just stood there, staring at him, until he got up and pulled me to the bed.
"The mattress is our castle. Be my queen."

Then I woke up.

The end.
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