long live the car crash hearts
this is getting plainly ridiculous.
there is somethign empty inside me. i can feel it even when i'm at my happiest.
i don't know how to deal with it. it's killing me.
i wish i didnt need him so much. ive never wanted to hear the first day of my life more than i do right now.
i miss him so much. it's only been a few days since ive talked to him and its killing me.
hes my best friend. hes the one person who knows pretty much everything about me. he has a part of me. he has everything. i cant get away from him.
everything is a memory. everything pertains to him.
i know how jess felt when they were making fun of james. even though i feel like i hate him, i wanted to cry when danielle was saying all those things about him.
I CANT TAKE THIS
i made tif not go out with him... for what? for him to hate me? i dont understand this logic.
how could this happen? weve had ruts before, but all those times ive been 90% sure we'd make up.
now im not. im so scared to lose him i cant take it.
hes EVERYTHING to me. i just want to run to him and hold him as close as i can. and never let go.
...i will never let go.
he might be able to sever the ties without fashion, but i cannot.
this bothers me.
TO NO END