today was the frist day w\out caitlin at school!! it was really sad !!

god!!!!!! today was caitlins last day in bakersfield!! it was sooo sad i spent the day w\ her but then i cride when i had to leave..im going to miss her so much!!! caitlin if ur reading this i fucking love you and i miss u already!!!!!

so i got money today $40. yep im going shoping !!!

i feeling sad again i really hate being sad. i never realy said y i was sad. im sad cuz of this guy alfonso i like him so much. and one day he says he feels the same then the next day he dont know. its really confusing. i would not be in this problem if i did not brake up with him. see i was scard of being hurt so i broke up with the best thing ( Read more... )

yay!!!!! my computer is working yay!!!

hmm... lets see i went to the beach on saturday, that was fun. oh then i finaly got the new early november,and phantom planet cds. that is great yep!!! but now im home and my mom is soo stupid like always and i hate my sister shes so mean!!! so that sucks!!!

YAY i get to go to the beach!!!!! yay for me!!!! hahahahahahah!!!

i get to go to the movies i just might have a life!!!!! yay!!!

fuck i hate life!!!! y cant i die!!!!!!!! maybe i would feel better!!

tonight i went and saw the pashtion of the cries. it was really sad!! but good too!!