Comments | eyesthatgaze: Here comes the shocker......prepare yourself....

eyesthatgaze

Here comes the shocker......prepare yourself....

Sep 26, 2005 17:50

Ok...here it comes....the BIG shocker!!

Best brace yourself..........

Kyle and I are.........still going out.... Ha! I told you! Big shocker, there, huh?

I know a WHOLE bunch of you will just sit there, roll your eyes, and then just tell me that I am hopeless, but oh well... It is my life.. so... thanks for caring...but... it is to no avail ( Read more... )

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eyesthatgaze September 27 2005, 00:45:28 UTC

Let me guess...

Charis?

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strawberry_blnd October 1 2005, 01:35:17 UTC

Actually, that wasnt me. Unlike some people, when I say something, I dont hide behind my computer. This is the first time I have read comments/commented since you made this post. Thank you very much.

anonymous September 27 2005, 01:55:48 UTC

So i'm completely lost.
i guess thats normal though.

eyesthatgaze September 27 2005, 01:57:28 UTC

who is this?

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itstolemypickle September 27 2005, 02:37:35 UTC

that was me by the way

anonymous September 27 2005, 02:49:24 UTC

yea i figured it out.

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dizzane September 28 2005, 00:01:55 UTC

its your life steffy im not gonna tell you what to do or anthing.
as long as your happy its fine.

eyesthatgaze September 28 2005, 19:43:07 UTC

Thanks, Dane. I appreciate it...a lot!

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eyesthatgaze September 28 2005, 20:00:05 UTC

" Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight evil, but rejoices in truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."

~ I Corinthians 13: 4-7

Just Think about it.

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...One more thing... eyesthatgaze September 28 2005, 20:20:40 UTC

I love Kyle! I am sorry! But, you are right. I am afraid to be without him. I am so used to it and I love it. Other than when we fight, I am happy with him. He makes me happy, and I have never felt that way before. I am scared to change. I am afraid to see what else is out there. I am afraid to change things and move on. But, in truth, I don't really want to anyway! The quote that I posted earlier kind of shows how I feel... let me emphasize some of what that said... "It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails." I am trying to be hopeful and I am trying to persevere. Is that really all that hard to understand? Honestly...is it?

And technically speaking, what I was hounding Charis about was similar, but was not the same. I understand that they are fairly alike, but they still are not and there happen to be fairly different circumstances. For one, Kyle has never tried to sexually assault me. Here is the sad thing, Charis told me about something that..well, you know..did the day after it ( ... )

Re: ...One more thing... eyesthatgaze September 28 2005, 20:24:21 UTC

*:edit:*

Oh, and by the way, recently I have REALLY been doubting my strength, ok? I have been feeling incredibly weak and vulnerable. I hate that feeling, so if you could stop reminding me of that, it would be greatly appreciated... Thanks..

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Re: ...One more thing... bigpapapump1 September 29 2005, 01:06:46 UTC

For one, Kyle has never tried to sexually assault me.
Yes, I will admit there is a difference between assault and being given permission.

Evan that was way the fuck out of line.

Oh, and by the way, recently I have REALLY been doubting my strength, ok?
Well that's good, because I haven't seen it around lately.

And i dont think that was necisary either

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