Yes, I am alive. I just haven't been near a computer. By the time I get my daughter down lately Rodney is sleeping. I think I hate the computer being in my room. Not much has been going on this week. The kiddo had strepthroat, the croup, and pink eye all at once ( Read more... )

Only four more pounds this week. But what the hell.... here is updated weight loss tracker. I have finally dropped a clothes size. Only now I have no clothes. someday it will all be worth it though.


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I had to share these. My kiddo has actually done almost exactly the same thing over drinking at bedtime. Given the chance the other would so be her ( Read more... )

In fact 11 years ago I turned 18 and made a horrible mistake, only I didn't realize how wrong it was for me in the beginning. By the time I did a few years later I felt it was too late. I couldn't simply undo this with nobody getting hurt.So I changed by way of thinking, I did the one thing that I thought would fix it all, put on a big fake smile ( Read more... )

The hubby and I talked for a bit last night. things are slightly better. He did piss me off once he started being nice though. He seems to think our problem is that I am unhappy not working. So if my attitude does not change I need to find a job, even if it means putting school off again. I am fine with that really......I have offered to go back ( Read more... )

There are so many things I could say here, but why bother. I am sure we have all been atleast close to where I am. So many mistakes, hurtful words said while lashing out in anger. You can try to take them back but the damage is done, the scars are there just under the surface of the skin. You had a bad day so all is supposed to be forgiven. When ( Read more... )

I am supposed to be going to a baby shower. It is for a good friends brother and his wife. I have met them less than 5 times I am sure. :( I know this is evil but I don't wanna spend my money. I am poor people! My friends mom called a few times this week to be sure I was coming and she has been great to me. I know I have to go. :(

I am PMSing bad ( Read more... )

I once bought a ton of really cute clothes on ebay, and got them all dirt cheap.
With me loosing weight and not having much money I thought I would check it out for a few size 20/22 things. These people have gone mad. 7.25 to ship a tank top, and 11.00 for a pair of pants. WHAT THE FUCK! By time you bid and pay shipping you can go shopping cheaper

Been rather busy. And my computer took a two day sick leave. This weekend was my 11th anniversary.We went out for a while. Ate at the Japanese Steak house. It was to die for. Then went to see Look who's Coming for dinner. Cute movie. We were home before 10pm, what party animals we are ( Read more... )