who don't know the joy behind pretending, longing & daydreaming. I love that I can be the sexiest, most intelligent, cultured beyond my years (and so on) for a few moments through a song, picture, book, dance, movie or dress. How can people live in all literal meanings & never escape from reality for a bit? The older I get the more I refuse to ( Read more... )

Today was shitty. Nothing huge happened today it was just one of those hard days (ex: Quote from the day, " yada yada fuck this fuck that. Oh and because I'm such a gentleman & you're a girl I won't throw this cup of juice at you on my way out the door."). Everything was just a little off today (ex: What I thought to be ballet for very beginners ( Read more... )

Last night I coughed up what looks & feels like a scabs from the back of my throat. And despite spending my whole weekend in bed sleeping I continue to feel worse. This was not the exciting weekend I had hoped for. I did learn how to pin curl my hair & if you ignore the hacking sounds & pajamas I look quite beautiful ( Read more... )

"Kyrie eleison! Christe eleison!" the Church has pleaded through the centuries; but if I mistake not I hear in the voice of her pleading a note of sadness and despair. Her plaintive cry, so often repeated in that tone of resigned dejection, compels one to infer that she is praying for a boon she never actually expects to recieve. She may go on ( Read more... )

is about as difficult as describing the pain of water going up your nose when somersaulting in the swimming pool ( Read more... )

I had so much fun playing Queen Julia of Julovia. When I first showed up at the school the receptionist introduced me as Queen Julia to Principal Barry. Then he walked me down to the classroom & nervously introduced me to the class while I found the most comfortable chair in the room & judgingly looked everybody over. At the same time a small ( Read more... )

Friday night I had this awful dream and it’s sticking with me ( Read more... )

Last night I got to see Varekai a Cirqu du Soleil show & it rocked my world!! By far one of the coolest things I have ever seen and I've seen some cool stuff in my life. Everything from the music, set, costumes, lighting; was meticulously choreographed and meshed into a seamless show of incredible athletes & performers ( Read more... )

I have decided that I need to move to Mexico & marry a cute mexican guy that will cook me mexican food, spend long warm summers on a mexican beach & have blonde hair mexican babies.

Good food + lots of wine + fabulous friends = a long fun night of salsa dancing in the living room.

To make things even more hip-hopping I need to figure out how to get my second speaker to work. I tried a new wire and that didn't seem to make any difference. But then I don't have a clue what I am doing much like the salsa dancing last night.