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[eyexseaxuse]

hey
..i dont update much..

but to make things quick,

my grandpa is dieing..and i think i have problems dealing with death.
..so i avoid the situation..

but really now it seems like disapointment surrounds me..
..and its overwhelming...

ha.and i dont even have school this time as an excuse for disapointment..now i kno its actually..me..gah.peace

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[_girlintrupted_]

CHEESE MOLLY!!!! i love you so much... and i hope you get threw everything all right. i know we havn't been as close this summer as i was hopping but you still mean the world to me and i will do anything to help you! no matter what time it is... or what you need... the cell is almost ALWAYS on so give me a call whenever you need to vent about something or if you just wanna talk.... i love you to DEATH girl!!!! i'll tttyl!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
mag and

[_dazed_nconfusd]

amalia...
i know exactly how you feel
my cat is dying. and i have problems with death too
it sounds petty to a grandpa dying. but its death none the less.
i too try to avoid the situation.
and even though it seems like i feel really happy right now
i can help the feeling that ..dissapointment is all over
and not just disspaointment, but just a very "blah" feeling that i can explaing and it too is overwhelming..
molly you know that im always here for you and hopefully we can hang out a lot
im reaaallllyyyyy looking forward to going to shelbyville
love you xo liz

[ggrrimalionroar]

MOLLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i know that when someone says they know how you feel and most of the time your like no you dont..or im like that..so i dont want to say that but i KIND OF know how you feel...after my ninth birthday my grandpa was leaving...and they were going on and early shopping trip for xmas(dont ask me why) but after he left my house..i was like crying and i didnt want him to leave..i gave him so many hugs like i would never see him again...and like a week later when they did go shopping..my grandpa had a heartattack and died..that day..and destoried me..and it still does...but i know that he watches after me..and is there for me..just not...
sorry to sound all godly but i love you and i kind of know how you feel...
i hope everything goes alright
I LOVE YOU MOLLY!!
and now that im home..i will be able to be here for you when you need me!