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[eyez_of_truth]

I miss having someone always there. Don't get me wrong- Rachel is the closest thing i have to.. a loyal friend, but.. lately i think she's so busy with Chris. How lame is that.. your so called 'best friend' likes her bf more than you? Ohh, i understand they rarley EVER see eachother, so why not spend every other second of the day thinking about

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[now_testifyy]

hey kristen.

I can't wwait for thannksgiving either...TURKEY.

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[eyez_of_truth]

CANT WAIT !!!

[rockonovernout]

feel betterr

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[eyez_of_truth]

Hey thanks Michelle.
Look- i'm really sorry about what i commented in ur LJ like yesterday or something? I didn't mean it, i was just upset that you didn't invite me, but don't get me wrong i completley understand why you didnt. Happy Belated birthday btw. And i'm glad your so.. cool with everything.

Ly.

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[__xbest_of_me]

Kristen--

i nv comment in your journal.. this is a new experience for me. haha jk. anyways i read your journal for once... and i nv really thought u cared about our friendship.. i thought it was like u left ur real friends in troy and im the best u can get here. im sorry if i ever made u feel like Chris was/is more important. hes IS very important to me.. and he always will be.. that doesnt change anything with u nd me tho. you always talk about moving bcuz there 'nothing' here for you.. and EVERY time you say something like that it hurts me more than i think Chris ever could. you hold a totally different place in my heart than he does... but your not less important to me in the LEAST. your my best friend and no matter WHAT happens with Chris ... it wont change. i love ya darLing <3333 remember that!
i want you to know that if there anything you need to talk to me about ...
talk, bcuz maybe it doesnt seem like it.. but im always here for you.

xOxO**Rachel =D

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[eyez_of_truth]

No.. i know that you're the only person i can actually talk to. You seem to be the ONLY person who would actually care. And i had NO idea you thought i left my 'real friends' in Troy because that's not true at all. Don't get me wrong, i had really good friends there that i'll love forever, but.. your different than they are, and that's why i think we get along so well. I get that Chris is important to you.. it's just you make me feel '2nd best.' I'm not asking you to devote all your time to me bc we spend to much time together as it is.. i'm just.. worried that Chris will mess our friendship up. I'm not saying any of this is HIS fault bc it's not.. it's just, it hurts me as well bc i feel like i'm losing the first real friend i've ever had. :(

LoveYou.

OHH, and i'm sorry if i hurt you. I really DO want to move, but only if you came too. :)

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[__xbest_of_me]

i want to move tooooo!
i HATE this place.
theres hardly ANY good people in Rochester
....just snoBs! :-\

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[eyez_of_truth]

Yeahh. :-/
I don't know i love all the friends that i have, but i kind of want to move up north. The only thing that's REALLY bothering me is my family. I don't know i wouldn't be able to get to see them ANY day of the week, ya kno? It just might be sad. :(