It's almost 2010 and well, I wanted to blog just because I want to...I really don't have much to say except that 2009 isn't really great year. In contrast to having a not-so-great 2009, there are two events in my life that actually changed my not-so-exciting life...
1. Chem in Med school.
Yay! Finally :D I am fulfilling my dream. I know I still have a long way to go, millions of handouts, lectures and exams to deal with, but yea, I am happy that I am in Medical school and that I am on my way to becoming a doctor--my actual childhood dream--and there is nothing and there is no one that will get in my way.
I came in expectant and with sweaty, excited hands and I'm going out to the world with a diploma in my hand and an M.D. at the end of my precious name (: Yes, I will become a Medical Docotor. I just know it (: and with the help of papa God, I know I will NOT fail.
Despite having problems prior to enrollment, I did not give up praying and hoping against hope. And with this given to me, I know it's just meant to be (like GRI *u* )
2. Chem at work.
Yes, I worked :D for a few months, I experienced the working life and well, it's not related at all to my finished degree XD I worked as a shop attendant/cashier in a known theme park in the Philippines. It was not easy, especially for me who is a person with very low self esteem (yes, self-confessed) but it was all worth-while because of the people I worked with.
For the short time that I was there, working, I felt at home easily and well, had many friends along the way. We may not really know each other that well, but they gave me insights to their lives that I may never know if I did not give work a try. Being with them gave me new perspectives on how to view life and living. Not everyone there is blessed with too much, they just have enough to support them and their families, sometimes, not even enough. But they survive. And that gave me drive to strive harder so that in my own way, I can help them...very soon...when it's my turn to show the world what I can do.
Life's simplicities are the bestest things the world can offer, it's just up to us to appreciate it. Blessings are everywhere, if only we know how to look for them (: God never fails and so we should never doubt.
For the people that became part of my New-Found-Friends list:
Thank you very much for adding more cherries on TOP of my chocolate sundae life :D life is sooooo much sweeter because of you :D and because of you, I've too much to put in my memory bank to last myself a lifetime of happines. *Chem kisses*
My Medicine family--I love you (: four years of academics, 1 year of clerkship, 2 years of internship...we can do it (: alang-alang sa ating mga pangarap, sa pagmamahal sa prestihiyosong titulo, sa paninidigan sa pagtulong sa kapwa, sa kakayahang magpagaling at magligtas ng buhay--kampay!!! (: mahal ko kayo.
For the people that were AND STILL IS a part of my life:
I LOVE YOU (: and thank you for sticking by me all the years of my life. I can never say anything that will TOP all the cheesy things anyone can think of. Just...thank you and I love you. If I already have cherries, well you are the sprinkles on TOP of my chocolate sundae life. You added even more color to my life, and you are just the perfect combination to my sundae--just right and you fit in snugly in my life. Not too sweet, not too bland :D yun e.
My highschool friends, my ANGKAN, my TROPA, my college friends, BIOMEN family, Bs&G, Lisciouses, dormmates, online friends--from all over the world, BBPh family (VIPs say what?! :D), my immediate family, relatives...thank you :D and yes, I love you. Have I said this enough already?
RAIN and BIGBANG: nako, I WILL CRY U_U so wag na. Hahaha. I love you...all six of youuuu <3 you make my life complete. Haaa. Srsly. I can never go through a day without your music. Like what GD said, music is oxygen. You are my oxygen. In the most serious (and weird and psychotic for some) way, you make me happy like no one else does (: ibang level of happiness. So thank you...for giving me a different level of happiness. It's like...I'm always on happy crack when I hear your music, see your faces...ok I'm rambling. I just love you (: *falling hearts everywhere*
I am praying for a better year this year...personally and selflessly. I am praying for the country as well. We've been through so much this 2009 and we won't let any more bad thing happen to us and our beloved country. Come on, people. Show some love to our country. It's beautiful (I should get additional grades in Prev Med for this XD). So yes, a much much better 2010 (VOTE FOR GILBERT TEODORO!!! *dodges flying rocks and anything that can be thrown at her*)
And spread love and happiness and good vibes!!! Remove all negativities and always, always count your blessings :D don't add to the pollution by being negative XD smile a lot, yes? :D and dance the problems away :D God loves and God saves. Don't ever forget that (:
A BIGBANGin' 2010, me loves (: with too much RAINing blessings <3
Love,
Chem, MD