please just read it......

[ez_aily_amused]

this is the part where i love you too much
this is as hard as it gets.. cause i'm tired
of pretending im tough. i'm here if you
want me -- i'm yours. i'm empty & i'm
aching tumbling & breaking .. cause you
don't see me & you dont need me..the
way i wish you would. the way i know
you could. i dream of a world where you'd
understand..that i dream a million sleepless
i'm speechless & faded ... it's too complicated
is this how the book ends .. nothing but
good friends? i wish i was lonelyy .. instead
of just only crystal & see through .. and not
enough to you
..

..... Hurt is what I'm feeling.
Loneliness has become my new best friend.
Tears seem to always appear.
Happiness and love are things of the past.
It seems like when you left they went with you...
But, how could I blame them?
 I wish i could have gone with you too. \\

S0METiMES Y0U G0TTA SMiLE &
WALK AWAY -- H0LD iN Y0UR
TEARS AND PRETEND Y0U'RE 0K
-- WAiT..THAT'S WHAT i D0
EVERYDAY 
                                                                                    i know you read this so please comment... what am i to you? do i ever have a chance?