burn mothafuckaa

im about ready to give up. but i know i cant, and it sucks.
people are ridiculously dumb and selfish.
i hate it.
i need a break. we all do. things arent going very well round here. 
im hoping things will get better, something good will happen, since theres been a shitload of bad.

ive create a monster.

darling darling...
ive decided to be a happy person. no more worries. 
lets see if it works. ill make my own happiness since i cant find it. 
im happy.
 the karate school tends to make me happy lately. 
the kids are adoralbe, and they actually like me there. 
ive found something.
i know what love feels like again.
its nice eh?
mhmm. those kids mean ( Read more... )

im dyiiing for someone to make me happy right now, but everyones busy with something of their own. 
i chose not to go. because i can. i like taking charge? yet again... i hate it. 
im so complicated. figuring myself out would be the most amazing thing i've accomplished... probably not gonna happen for a while though. 
why am i so complicated?
why do i ( Read more... )

im not happy ( Read more... )

I realize the best part of love is the thinnest slice ( Read more... )

i dont understand what im doing wrong.
i tried.. but if your not willing to help, its not gonna work out.
it takes 2 to tango.. unfortunately...

i try and make everyone happy..

...but one cant ever make everyone happy

and there i go again..messing up all over the place over and over again. i need to do something about this, and i will right now. i try to explain, no one believes. i dont blame them i guess..ive been lost and its my fault darlings i hope u forgive me. it wont happen again.for once im not confused about anything and im uber happy dont get me wrong ( Read more... )