A lot of people that I read thier journal, put songs in there. I guess it describes how they feel at the time. Well reckon I might as well try it...*L ( Read more... )

Not too many things have been happening since I been home. I am working a lot with Rescue, but still looking for another job. I think I have one though. I am ready for school to start back! It seems to be taking forever to get this degree. Anyways, I am just so agervated with everything right now. Always seems to be dead end everytime I turn around ( Read more... )

Nothing of much interest happend this weekend. I did go to Opp to see Blake Shelton. Me and a couple of my friends were back stage through the whole thing...it was sooo freaken' loud! Then Sunday spent all day out there tearing down. That was fun...I finally got to see Brad for the first time in a while. He usually doesn't get out much. Ole boy ( Read more... )

Seems like I should be doing something, but I just don't know what. I wish I could find a job that made a lot of money. I really wish Helipro would give me a job! I just don't know what I need to do. I got called in a 2:30 in the morning to cover town. But nothing happend. So I got paid for 2 hours to sleep on the couch at the Rescue Squad...lol I ( Read more... )

If you really think about it, what is there really to be jelous of?? The best was done to make something work, but yet it is crumbling. So what?? Yeah, I have a lot of junk that worries me, but God will never give us more than we can handle. I got my friends, and all that, so it will be ok. Not a whole lot has been going on. I am going to go and ( Read more... )

Well I have been home for over a week now. I started back doing some work for some of the same people, but nothing worth bragging about. I am really just stressed out and depressed. And I am not sure why, but for what I understand...leaving active duty military and going civilian, it is expected, to some extent. I got a few issues, and one ( Read more... )

Today was my last day working in my shop. The flight cheifs brought some pizza and all for lunch for the flight. After all that, our flight chief gave me a plaque/picture frame. I did not expect that. Everybody signed the outside of it, and had something to say. They all shook my hand and was like, it was nice working with you. I felt like I wanted ( Read more... )

I got a lot more "stuff" than I thought I did. I have been packing all afternoon. I have been asking myself these questions a lot lately...I keep wondering why it is always the nice guys that end up getting hurt and "messed up??" Seems the better you treat someone, the more they hurt you in return. Not always the case, but seems to happen quite a ( Read more... )

Well I have been putting off pakcing for a while. I finally starting to get all this junk together. But I got more than I thought I did. I tried to talk to Cherokee, but can't get up with her...Anyhow, not much has been going on. I'm just ready to get out of here. I got lucky, cuz I didn't get my stripes sown on yet. But I found a place that can ( Read more... )

Well I got a couple of days off work, and then the weekend!!! That's how you play it people, LOL, nah I just got lucky, s'all. I did fix my truck today. That's a big weight off my sholders, seeings that I have a great 900 mile trip. But its all worth it. I am sooo excited, I get to see one of my friends, Tim, that I have not seen in like years. ( Read more... )