Boy this has been a rough two days. Troy and I have not been able to communicate and things have been festering. (Okay, that's nice talk for I soooo wanted this guy to pack his bags and leave!) I think he's going through a midlife crisis and he's only 33. He's unhappy at work and that is peppering his whole life with misery and mine,too, since I ( Read more... )

Well, I survived the 29th. When I really think about the fact that dad isn't in this world I feel strange, kind of dizzy-like. I guess some things are so hard to fathom. *sigh ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning and realized its been a month since I had insomnia. After Dad died I would wake up during the night and lose 2-3 hours of sleep. I tried everything and nothing worked to keep me asleep. I'd always been a great sleeper and it befuddled Troy as to why it continued so long. But that's what grief does I guess. I feel so much ( Read more... )

Wow, I can certainly be moody. I was almost blissful yesterday & am in a good mood again today. I have so much to be thankful for. I finally got over the stress of having 25 people over for Thanksgiving. I'm relaxed again. Its gonna be fun.

I find it very ironic that there are half a dozen medications for erectile disfunction, but nothing for PMS. Just cuz you can get it up doesn't mean its gonna happen. Trust me if PMS was eradicated women would be happier and you'd be getting it more often! Rant over.

I've been thinking about my life and how much drudgery is in it. It really can't be helped. There's housekeeping, lessons, kids' activities, etc. So I've been trying to pinpoint the most important thing that happened to me in my day. I was surprised at what I deemed was most important ( Read more... )

I'm an embarrassment to my pre-teen just by virtue of my existence. When did this happen?

I've got one with a huge egg on his head, one with a fat lip, another with cuts all over her leg, and finally another who may be grounded for life. Their dad doesn't understand how everything could go so wrong in only 2 minutes. I wonder if I went away for longer than an hour next time if the house would still be standing.

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I was gonna wait until I felt better to post to everyone but this darn virus is hanging on. Atleast I didn't food poison myself. I'm also not puking anymore. But I get tired so quickly. Its really annoying to be trying to catch up on everything from being sick and only being able to work for 15-30 mins. and the recovery time is twice that. Ugh. I ( Read more... )