As I walked home last night I saw beauty in the snow. I had only been concerned of the cold and walking home fast in such frigid conditions. Then as I turned a corner and looked up I saw snow. I saw such beautiful snow falling down onto every building I saw. My mind inspired and contended by such a simple thing as snow. I watched the snow fall so ( Read more... )

What is this resistance I'm building inside of me? Who the fuck is the kid that just came out and told me to close my door? I've never seen that guy on this floor, EVER. It's like I know what I want but the waiting is so agonizilingly painful. I just want to break my silent vow and take the easy way out. Wouldn't it just be easier to talk to girl x ( Read more... )

2 30 am this time of night is a different world a different realm ( Read more... )

I'm sure most of you have heard "Help me Rhonda" by the Beach Boys... it is a great tune. The question I have though is have you ever listened to the lyrics? Have you ever considered what the handsome Wilson brothers (+oddball cousin) are asking Rhonda to do? This song is a straight-up call for Rhonda to suck some dick... in so many words... So... ( Read more... )

This illusion we have of being alone is a frightening and oft reoccurring figment of the mind. I am always thinking of myself being with one person. I imagine the experiences and things we would do together. Later on I look back with a range of emotions on all of these various encounters. Some encounters can be dangerous like those sexual fantasies ( Read more... )

So to make this a trend of posting more oft I would like to share a story. I was sitting today in Neptune Central having some soup to hold me over until the Holiday Dinner tonight. Eating in central is something I've started doing more recently but I wouldn't say its strange. Well here are where things get interesting. Across the way from me ( Read more... )

I've just had this weird feeling lately and it is like I don't quite know exactly what I'm doing. I mean school is just about to end and I think I'll survive one more semester here (despite being sick) Now alot of things have happened to me this semester and I don't think its really time to evaluate things but I know if I do it now it will help ( Read more... )

So I am still feeling kind of sick and I know I should not go out but I got this feeling of conflict and I've had it before. It's that feeling of being torn between going and staying. So I deceided to write something ( Read more... )

I am looking good tonight...

I have to wake up in four hours but it does not matter. I just wrote (in A minor) a sexy II6-I64-V7-I cadence. Oh baby. I am going to be so tired.