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Dec 17, 2004 22:07

I knew this would happen.
I mean, come on. if it has anything to do with me even the slightest bit it's going to go wrong.
Just everything I guess?

I never told you but it's all in your

Okay i just typed this long ass thing and it deleted?
bastard computer.

well this past week?
hell if i remember.
I'll try.
Okay tuesday was our tournament at chs :-)
but it was against "cville"
we smoked em of course.
Pee and beck were gunnacome to the game = they did
but only for two seconds. i was sad. then beck wrote a song and made it all better? yea.

I love cheerleading. so much. i love my squad. for the most part at least. we had some drama. of course. 20 girls =drama
being the dumbass i am i didnt even notice? excpet i did. but i dont evne want to talk about it because whatever. girls willl be girls.
But tuesday I had to base for bunnie cuz krystle wasnt there.
I learned how to pop and sponge. wow. I suck so bad. we were practicing and well I FEELL ON A SPONGE.
okay if you know what that is i know youre wondering how?
yea, only i can do that. gosh i was embarrassing. fell right on my ass. :-[
it was funny tho? yea.
we won. durh. i love our basketball team. they are all so cute.<3

Thursday, cheer xmas party :-]
I adore my secret santa. Melissa. I had a feeling it was her. i love her to death. she's so cute. I got mega cute socks and Yellowcard. even tho i already have the CD. i still love her! <3
+we got our sweats. mega comfy.
Then the game agaist SHS.
it was a really good game. they were blowing ass in the first and second quarters but they game back really good.
I swear, i thought they did so good. but they lost by 3.
Im sucha dork. i have the habit of yelling before kids even make baskets. so if they dont im still over there screaming. sucha dork. Corey was there. gosh i missed him alot <3
Other kids were there? i dont remember.
Pee Paul and Beck were gunna come = they did. but went to the wrong damn game
that made me mega sad. whatever
<3?
Varstiy won tho. :-]

but i love cheerleading. if i havent mentioned it's the only reason i wake up and go to school. yea.
i hate school
Im so glad today was the last day.
I just need a break from everyone. i dont care who you are.i just need a break.

Lately Ive been so...sad? i dont know. i hate it.
shouldnt I be happy?
Alot of my friends are just being.. i dont know.
But it depresses me. I knew something liek this would happen. its bound to happen, considering it has something to do with me. therefore it has to go wrong.

yea dont have a clue what I'm talkinga bout. yea you wouldnt. you dont even notice what youre doing. hmm read this, you wont even think its about you.

I dont even care. I love all the friends that I do have. =if there really are any?

damn this entry is way longer then i intended it to be.
but comment. no one comments anymore. but if you read it at least comment saying you did so i know i dont waste my god damn time?

<3
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