Comments | f0rmally_y0urs: total and utter regret

f0rmally_y0urs

total and utter regret

Oct 13, 2008 10:37

Its officially happened. I finally really regret something. I regret ever contacting him again last year in the first place. I should have just left it alone.

oh and i was elected vice president of kappa kappa gamma last night. woopeyy.

regret

Comments 8

hits_ofsunshine October 13 2008, 15:25:05 UTC

no regrets
just a learning experience

f0rmally_y0urs October 13 2008, 15:43:22 UTC

thas wat i look at everything else as but this is just total regret i think.

oo wait i did learn one thing!

boys suck and i should totally go asexual :)

crazeedreamgirl October 13 2008, 18:29:40 UTC

but being asexual means zero sex. we want sex. sex is good.

just, he's being a douchebag. he was wrong on so many levels. and he's like, tossing it all in your face, making you feel like shit, while all these great things are happening to him way too fast. & like you said, chances are, next thing will be she'll be pregnant & they wont be able to afford it because she's probably stop working and he couldnt even take care of himself, let alone her AND a child. but if you keep thinking positive thoughs, the way you seem like you are, you should be good. & thankfully you have so much other stuff going on to trrrryyyy to distract you. i just hope it works. they dont always... as we've noticed with me. =]

f0rmally_y0urs October 15 2008, 04:43:15 UTC

all i can say is FUCKKKKK HIMMMMM. wat the hell was i even thinking? i hope he and his new ugly chick have a beautiful life together. welfare, babies and all :)

___agentorange October 13 2008, 15:47:32 UTC

tell me what happened, i want to be in the know!

f0rmally_y0urs October 15 2008, 04:37:23 UTC

basically we took a break and we were gonna try to be friends while we both cleared out heads. but he was still telling me he loved me and he wanted to be with me and blah blah blah. and then out of nowhere i guess he found an ugly chick. so he started talking to her but was still talking to me and i didnt find out about her until way after. and by the time i found out about her he was already in love with her. yet he was still in love with me. and thennnn he tells me that they are gonna move in together. so i say wow... that was quick. and he has the nerve to say to me "well its not that it was quick it was just that this relationship started out on the right foot unlike ours. it was all about secrecy and sex and watnot. but kim (the new girl) and me started out right ( ... )

dudementality October 13 2008, 23:10:03 UTC

congrats on the position!!!

and why do i have a feeling a bad entry is following this one? i know you're not suppose to live with regrets but its human nature to wish you can press rewind/undo. just look at it as a lesson and try to learn from the situation. ♥

f0rmally_y0urs October 15 2008, 04:40:59 UTC

loll thank u dear :)

and i dont want to waste any more precious moments of my life talking about his shit.

ill try to look at it as a lesson. and the lesson is this. find a guy who you can mold into perfection. and if that fails go for the jackass but screw him over for everything he has before he can do it to you :)

my approach to men is gonna be very cynical from now on. im not lettin them walk over me like this ever again.