♥oh my city, fast and shitty, love me so good ♥

[f0rmally_y0urs]

i have been awayyyyyyy from life for a couple weeks now and livejournal once again fell to the backburner :/ i have decided to do short little updates every day and longer ones when i can. i like doing longer updates but i want to remedy the updateless existence that my journal sometimes leads loll. just in case you didnt know i love my job :P. i

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and she's BACK!!!

[dudementality]

i'm with you on that whole commitment thing. i mean in a perfect world there would be marriage and some kids or something but this isn't lala land and shit happens and when things do happen you're left with the pieces and thats why people are cautious. if you find stability and you're happy with your stable person, don't rush anything.

and i sooooo e-hate you for finding yet another place to shop. i'm saving up for the iphone and for clothes so i haven't shopped in ages. but when i do, those stores better be ready because imma go crazy.

Re: and she's BACK!!!

[f0rmally_y0urs]

thats exactly how i was feeling. and i still think that u know hes rushing things a bit much. but i really do love hima nd i know he wants to take care of me and like my friend said if u have somebody who truly loves u like that in todays world then dont let it go for no reason cuz things like that dont come easy. thats wat i mean by her inspiring me. her words just hit me.
and yeahhhhhh its nice to have another place. tomorrow im gonna explore further down and see if i find anything. loll i know u gonna go crazy girl. thats how i get when i have all this unpsent money and i just want everything. remember to save a little somethin!!!!
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[crazeedreamgirl]

I ALWAYS WANT TO CALL HIM VINCENZOOO WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU!!! ALWAYS1!!!!! BUT I NEVER DOOO!!!!!

& uhm.. secret service is hot.

seeeeeeee.. you shouldnt be doing stuff like that at work!!!

aww, i wish i was like your friend, more optimistic. i'm the pessimistic siiiide, hahaa.

[f0rmally_y0urs]

loll so call him vincenzo! i dont care one bit :)

umm that secret service was no unfortunately. they were oldd. the idea of secret service is hot tho i must admit.

thats ok i need a pesimistic friend too :) it balances thigns out. i get freaked out with 24 7 happy loll
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p.s. stole ur icon!

[sully_is_hott]

Man, you talking about Brooklyn makes me miss the city. (And I was only down there for 2 days! lol) It's good that you got to talk to one of your high school friends! I'm trying my hardest to keep all my friends from high school but more than half of them have seemed to drift away. >_>

[f0rmally_y0urs]

i love my city. i wanna move cuz i wanna experience new things but i know ill miss it. ill come and visit tho. i jsut gotta make sure i move to another fast paced city or im gonna wind up moving back to ny. lol wat were u in ny for? sight seeing?

its so hard keeping in touch with friends. but my really really close high school friends i still talk to all the time. its just for osme reason with charlette i really just didnt keep things up. idk at least im talking to her now! just try to keep in touch and if u still drift at least u know u tried :)

[sully_is_hott]

I was there for two days with my college for my major. We went and saw Letterman and then the next day went to visit the VS Network which is some type of sports network. It was amazing. We were a few blocks away from Time Square. I can't wait to go back ^_^

[hits_ofsunshine]

hello!! good to hear from you =)

but don't get in trouble at work!

[f0rmally_y0urs]

loll yes i am back and im trying to update every day like u lol.
they love me at work. my boss hits on me all time loll. im not goin anywhere. he just has to reprimand me cuz tech im really not supposed ot be doing it. but he was joking around with it loll.

[panik_attackk]

some people just have it together more than others. people just mature at different rates. i mean, i have a fear of growing up too fast. I'm young, I don't want to just settle in, I'm not ready for that yet. I don't want any real commitments because I guess I'm just not at that level yet! I feel like I haven't done the things that people our age should be doing. Like I've only gone to one club, I haven't really done many.. teenager things. i'm turning 20 and i haven't done anything people our age.. do. Some people are satisfied with less, and some people just find themselves growing up faster then others. but that doesn't mean that your less of a person, and it doesn't mean that your life won't be just as good. so your not doing everything she's doing right now, but that doesn't mean you wont get there. everyone moves at their own pase, and you shouldn't feel pressured to grow up too fast. it's really awesome though that she's that together, it is inspiring. but you shouldn't compare yourself to her or anyone else. move

[f0rmally_y0urs]

so ur like me!!!!!!!! yayyy my bestest friend hates committment too!! yeah thats a good way to look at it tho. i just like how inspiring she can be sometimes. its comforting to talk to her.

loll and about my boss read my reply to comment above lolll

[panik_attackk]

no, i agree. it's inspiring to see people like that. just dont make yourself feel badly for not being in the same place as her. it doesn't make you any less of a person, it doesn't make you less impressive.