I'm confused.

Dad?


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Well I am tired. Hating my parent's for not letting me go Chris' house tonight because Rob, Mack, and Jordan will be there and they are boys. She says it is personal problem that I have guy friends. WTF? Whatever. She is a psycho bitch, we all know it. Umm... THe next person that tells me I need to do better in school I will slap. And yeah. Half ( Read more... )

THe intense feeling of self harm. The-the tears, short breathes, the heart racing moments.

FUCK YOU DRAMA!

I don't understand why he wants to be with me. We are in a fight and the only way I can communicate with him is through GJ. I was talking to him through a Tool Chat, but he got pissed at left. It is weird because while all this was happening I was reading over a poem I wrote for him a little while ago. I was inspired by a song. You should recognize ( Read more... )

Mwahahaha! I'm back! For this week at least ( Read more... )

why do i ruin everything?

fuck jealousy

fuck parents

fuck being grounded

fuck depression

fuck me

Heh...well It seems like Chris is having fun. Hanging out with Rob and some girl I don't know ( Read more... )

yeah...not much happening.

in Texas playing with my little cousin Molly. She is cute.

Missing Chris like woah. 'My love for him is bigger than an XBOX'
;)

Well that's all

Made some new friends in a Tool chat room.

Yeah

Going to Texas Fest tonight.

Later.

LIFELIFELIFELIFELIFELIFELIFELIFELIFELIFELFIELFIELIFELIFELFIEFLIELFIELIFELFIELIFESpeakers are cool things. No. Yes ( Read more... )