i was just thinking about it today...and i realized that i never meant for things to turn out this way a year ago...but i'm kinda glad they did. i'm finally at the point where what could've been doesn't really matter...people change, shit happens. and lucky for me, looking back (and i mean WAY back-- before the bullshit) makes me smile...at least i ( Read more... )

honestly...i'm just so fed up with everything.

i can't wait to get out of this slump.

slightly annoyed and a lil depressed....maybe frustrated?

but tonight was definitely a lot of fun. :)

i think i'm making my decision soon.

ok so everything was going fine for a while...and now suddenly i'm stressed out ( Read more... )

WOW so fucking SICK of the bullshit. i'm seriously so over all these people. ugh. lol i may strangle someone.

i need some serious sex...

...and the city.
:)

finally it feels like everything i've done is paying off...like finally i'm getting something back.
i'm fucking thrilled :)

it's so quiet in my house right now.
and this rain sounds so amazing on my window. goodnight.

ok, so my sister handed me the fat envelope today (which also happens to be my first ( Read more... )

today was a long day...but kinda in a good way i guess ( Read more... )

ok holy fucking shit ( Read more... )

for a second there, i was thinking it meant something ( Read more... )