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Well, an update on all the good and basd things of my life
Fucking enjoy.
Good Things:
-Still have my Carson
-Good grades
-Understanding mom
-Good friends
-Overall, I'm happy
-Headaches are starting to go away, a little.
-Best Boyfriend ever.
-Acctually have a laptop to use during the summer
-Finally starting to show Charlie how much I fucking hate him
-Got my phone back
-No fear of my relationship w/ Carson ending
-In Love
-Smiling, alot more.
-Better relationship with my Uncle (good person to talk to about anything...)
-Tripping is decreasing.
-Good life: Outside the house
Bad Things::
-Charlies a fucking peice of shit who needs to rot in hell and stop trying to fucking control everyones goddamn life, just to make himself feel soo much FUCKING better.
-Brittani's leaving next year
-I have to be without Carson for almost 2 weeks this summer
-Have to go to Summer School =/
-No rides to summer school.......yet?
-Gaining weight.
-Moms a fucking pushover who needs to start defending herself, and her goddamn kids... dont get me wrong, I love her, but she's starting to piss me off.
-Right now, I'm really fucking irritable.
-Dont have FULL trust in a certain someone, but I'm getting there
-Hate lots and lots of people
-Starting to... not give a shit about anything but Carson, my friends, and a few other things.
-Find myself crying at night almost everyday of the week... and some of the times I dont even know why.
-Ovary painsssssss
-Shitty life: Inside the house
-Fucking....THREE whole years till I graduate.
-Carson will leave highschool way before I do... :[
Fucking enjoy.
Good Things:
-Still have my Carson
-Good grades
-Understanding mom
-Good friends
-Overall, I'm happy
-Headaches are starting to go away, a little.
-Best Boyfriend ever.
-Acctually have a laptop to use during the summer
-Finally starting to show Charlie how much I fucking hate him
-Got my phone back
-No fear of my relationship w/ Carson ending
-In Love
-Smiling, alot more.
-Better relationship with my Uncle (good person to talk to about anything...)
-Tripping is decreasing.
-Good life: Outside the house
Bad Things::
-Charlies a fucking peice of shit who needs to rot in hell and stop trying to fucking control everyones goddamn life, just to make himself feel soo much FUCKING better.
-Brittani's leaving next year
-I have to be without Carson for almost 2 weeks this summer
-Have to go to Summer School =/
-No rides to summer school.......yet?
-Gaining weight.
-Moms a fucking pushover who needs to start defending herself, and her goddamn kids... dont get me wrong, I love her, but she's starting to piss me off.
-Right now, I'm really fucking irritable.
-Dont have FULL trust in a certain someone, but I'm getting there
-Hate lots and lots of people
-Starting to... not give a shit about anything but Carson, my friends, and a few other things.
-Find myself crying at night almost everyday of the week... and some of the times I dont even know why.
-Ovary painsssssss
-Shitty life: Inside the house
-Fucking....THREE whole years till I graduate.
-Carson will leave highschool way before I do... :[