so my mom called me early this morning and informed me that my dad.. needs a really complicated surgery on his footthis monday..  his whole foot reconstructed.. cant drive for 3 months.. so i have to be his show-ferr (cant spell) for the rest of my summer.. and then he will never be able to go running again.. so thats always good.. i feel horrible ( Read more... )

so the days seem to be draggin on.. and the nights get longer and longer.. we are fighting with basically all of our friends here..which are all guys.. so we will probably hang out with ourselves for the next week.. i wanna go home..this is the first day in a while we havent gone to watch the guys play soccer.. i wanna go home.. i miss julie.. i ( Read more... )

i was tired of sitting waiting for jordan and kara to wake up... in the meantime... i wrote i guess...

Talk Back

Im not scared, dont show it
Im not sad, dont fight it
Not lonely, dont deny it
not changing, dont hide it

Sometimes, diary, things just are the same
and sometimes diary, i get so wrapped up in this game
sometimes my walls block out what really ( Read more... )

so i will be home exactly 3 weeks from yesterday.. im currently being really emo right now.. jordan and kara are still sleeping.. and im sitting at the laptop.. listening to my ipod. i just got done catching up on julie millers and patrick's life i would totally catch up on leahs.. but her LJ confuses me too much.... and its actually really sad how ( Read more... )

well.. im in italy.. in case no one knew that.. i have been here for about a week.. only four weeks left of paradise.. sad.. but at the same time.. i miss home umm the first night.. i must say we were pretty popular.. considering we are the only american people here.. its pretty much amazing.. so we met a whole bunch of guys.. whores.. deal. and ( Read more... )

So its 6:22 am and i couldnt sleep at all last night knowing that in a couple hours.. my life wont be the same ever again lol. im leaving for the airport for ITALY at 11:30.. and im not even close to being done packing whoops.. last night was alright.. me and hannah went to phils and then hannah kinda ditched me and went to the fireworks.. so than ( Read more... )

so alot has happened lately.. and today even tho its only like 11:30..its a good day lol.. umm..

i made a mental note to remember this one.. i was watching ros

last night hannah jordan and i went to jim's house and phil was there. when we got there my mom was like "have jims mom wave her hand out the window so i know shes home" i was like ehhrrrmmm ( Read more... )

so i dont exactly know where to start.. hmm..

yesterday i went to leahs and we hung out there for a little before me and patrick dropped her off at patricks dad's house to babysity anthony and steph (cutest kids ever) and then we went back to leahs.. patrick and i just kinda sat on the two diving boards that leah has in her pool? but it was relaxing ( Read more... )

So today.. got up kinda early.. went to leahs for JULIES BIRTHDAY! julie 'didnt know i was coming' but while she was at drivers training.. we went up to IGA and bought her a hello kitty cake.. and then drew on it with cake markers.. then when she came to leahs.. we put every birthday candle in the house that we could find on it.. it was pretty much ( Read more... )

So i think its pretty muc safe to say.. this has been one hell of a summer so far ( Read more... )