I had another dream. I’ve been thinking about it all day long and the longer the time passes the more my memory becomes vague about the dream. So I decided to write it down to savor the memory before it disappears eternally from my head.
The past 4 days I’ve been sick and lonely with nothing but my idols cheering me up. I don’t know whether that was the reason of my dream or not. It probably is.
I dreamt I was in a huge place that belongs to me and has all my loved ones in it. I saw all my family, my friends and surprisingly my idols were there too.
I was walking around with my childhood friend and my cousin and we came across a red-haired guy talking to other people. Yes, that was Masuda Takahisa. Thinking back at it now how did I not freak out when I saw him?
Anyways, when I saw him I jumped at him and screamed “MASSU” while putting my hands on his shoulders.
He pushed me away and said “nandayo” and smiled. Then I said “Hi” and waved, He looked at me and said “go away” and laughed.
When I woke up I kept replaying that scene in my head. He was so close to me! I saw his smile up close!!! That made me so happy. His smile always manages to brighten up my day.
I keep remembering how close I saw his face and smile and I start grinning like an idiot with fondness.
The dream continued with me walking towards a guy. A guy that looked way older than I am. When I got close to him I noticed it was Marius! (I blame this on staring on his shounentachi pictures before sleeping. In my dream he was wearing clothes similar to the military uniform in shounentachi and had his hair up the same way). He looked so mature and tall when you get close to him.
My cousin recognized him for some reasons and told him “You have grown up” and he smiled his angelic smile at her.
Then I said “Yeah you look like a man” which led to him punching me in my stomach. We all laughed and walked away from Mari.
The rest of the dream is pretty unclear and I can’t remember anything.
I just remember at the end, a friend made me watch one of those jrock groups that actually had a good song X’D
When I woke up I found myself coughing. Which made me think that I was probably coughing and my stomach was hurting me but the dream made it seem like Mari was punching me…..?
I rarely have dreams and when I do, it’s usually a nightmare, so dreaming about my idols is a great experience that I don’t want to forget.
The impact of seeing Massu’s smile up close is too much for me to handle. I can’t believe I was blessed with seeing his smile. T.T
It made me extremely happy.