To Nemo

Nov 11, 2016 21:26

To Nemo, my sweet little ball of cuteness <3

Honestly speaking, I disliked you at first. You moved to our class two years ago and from the moment I saw you I knew you were smarter than I am. And I just couldn’t take that. I hate admitting defeat.
That is why I stayed away from you and treated you with coldness. I apologize from the deepest parts of my heart. I was dumb.
Why am I writing this you ask? It is just a random day were you are texting me enthusiastically about your favorite Turkish series and I just thought, “I love her so much”
I love reading your text. I love talking to you in school. You always make me smile. I feel foolish for not being your friend quickly.
I love how our birthdays are only two days apart. Because of that I feel like our personalities are somehow similar. How are you older than me by two years again? It is not because you are short ((LOL SORRY)) It is just that you are so cute and fluffy, I feel way older than you are.

I love noticing how close have we became. Before, you wouldn’t even look me in the eye. Was I that scary to you? xD
I think I made you feel that way, right? Sorry~
I want to say, please be more comfortable with me. I don’t know whether you are being polite or something but trust me, you are never a bother to me!

However, life is not that kind. You told me you have to move to another country either next year or the one after and I know I don’t show it much but knowing that made me extremely devastated.
Finally! After becoming close friends!! You will leave?!! That is just so unfair!!!!
Life is running and we don’t have enough time to spend together that is why I want to make lots of good memories so that you never forget about our friendship.

Basically, I am writing this as a message that will never arrive to you and as a reminder to myself of our friendship.

(I want to call you my best friend but I’m afraid that will be too much)

You honestly became one of my closest friends and I hope our friendship continues forever.
I am going to miss you so much :(

Love,
Fatima
Nov 11th, 2016

2016

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