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[fab_boy]

I got home the other day and something felt different. The air was kinetic...someone other than me had been there. I picked up a sculpture off the windowsill and carefully inched my way inside. Don't ask me why...I wasn't really thinking, except that's what people seem to do in the movies when they think someone's in their house. I guess maybe

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[stephentrask]

cinemagraphically, it would have been best if you shattered a brandy glass in the hall... you know, to bookend it all. elements of style-b 102.

yet. better than not.

i'm sorry, too. i just...

[fab_boy]

cinemagraphically, it would have been best if you shattered a brandy glass in the hall... you know, to bookend it all.

But that would indicate some kind of finality, or the closing of a circle that I'm not willing to accept...even if it is true?

Just...try not to fall too far, okay? I can't catch you right now, and it's killing me. Be careful.

[stephentrask]

...even if it is true?

please, no.

i'm not ready to give up. i hope you know that. i don't know what i am doing right now. treading water, mostly. stumbling blind. but i'm not giving up. cruel as hope is, it's far less so than accepting that i've managed to ruin the one thing in my life i finally got right.