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[fab_boy]

It's been an interesting few days. Sometimes I feel like I'm looking at myself and Stephen from an outside, but knowledgable perspective. And I can talk to me and give myself advice. Poke myself in the arm and whisper, Keep pushing him, he needs to be pushed right now. Fight for this.

Or, That's enough for now. Back off and let it be. Let

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[claire_danes]

i think we used to talk ages and ages ago. i keep meaning to message you, but truth be told, you intimidate me a little.

[fab_boy]

Sweetie....I was walking around that party looking like a reject from The Love Boat. How intimidating could I possibly be? It would be lovely to chat to you again.

And I'm laughing so hard....check the keywords of my icon vs. your icon. I swear I didn't alter it....that was what I named it when I uploaded it.

[claire_danes]

haha, now i'm laughing so hard. clearly we are just awesome. i was thinking more gilligan's island though.

i will not make strange, next time i see you one.

[stephentrask]

oh my god, it's spreading!!!!

[stephentrask]

it was hard comeing back from the grave. even harder without you, but it happens. slowly. but surely. and you will have me along. you might not have all the old friends you used to... we don't necessarily trust them anymore, anyway. but there are a lot of people in this world. good people.

remember when you used to sit and watch me spin out of control so far until i was sure i'd just slam my head through a plate glass window before you'll just pull me back like it was nothing. that's instinct, baby. you've got it. trust it and quit second guessing yourself, damn it.

the greatest gift of all, will be the day we can trust each other with our lives like we used to. and mean it with history to back it up. for now, i love you. for now that's the most i can give, but there's of lot where that comes from.

[fab_boy]

There are a lot of good people. I just need to stop being so self involved and pay attention to what's going on. It's never been my strong suit, as you well know.

Haha, yes, sir! I do trust my instincts for the most part. I know that we just naturally respond to one another in a way that's so rare and amazing.

What you're giving me right now is more than I ever expected to get when I decided I wanted to come back and fight for you.

[stephentrask]

well... you're not good at paying attention outside of your work tunnel and i'm not good at not getting enough attention. why we ended up together, from the outside, might seem like a cruel joke by god. but the truth is, we do have a natural response to each other that is rare and amazing and beutiful... and just so worth fighting for. even each other sometimes.