This is the last time

[fab_boy]

This is the last time
That I will show my face
One last tender lie
And then I'm out of this place
So tread it into the carpet
Or hide it under the stairs
Say that some things never die
Well I tried and I tried.Some final words stolen from my touring mates. There really aren't any words to say what I really want to say, or ought to say right now.

Comments

[sean_o_lennon]

What do I do with my icons of you??? :'( :'( :'(

I really have a lot more to say, so...we'll stay in touch.
[I probably should have seen this one coming, too, but it's still hard to see people go. I'll miss you, too.]

[fab_boy]

Keep them forever, because everyone needs something beautiful to look at :-*

Always, darling.
[Thanks very much. It's hard to leave, too.]

[sean_o_lennon]

That's what I thought you would say. ;)
[Do you have a regular livejournal? I love to read other peoples' writing.]

[misswainwright]

You can't get rid of me that easily. That, of course, is because I love you. ;)

[[ Soooooooobbbbbb. The cheese stands alone...I mean, what is a Martha without her Rufus and Teddy? I hope that no one comes along to replace you because, I swear, you channel that boy. You will always be the ultimate Rufus - so real, I couldn't tell the difference between your quotes and his. I understand the existential crisis of needing to get out of a role, and I can't begrudge you the desire to get free of it. But you'll always be welcomed back with open arms if you ever come back. *sob* I'll miss you. <33 ]]

[fab_boy]

I couldn't get rid of you if I tried, honey. Not that I'd want to. I love you, too.

[Thank you so much for this. You were/are the Martha I'd been waiting for (as you know, there were a lot of crappy Marthas in the past), and right now it's your time to carry on the proud Wainwright tradition of bitchy, booze-soaked charm. I'll miss you, too. Perhaps I'll be back someday if circumstances prevail. <3]

[parker]

[ ] where applicable.

Wow, this wasn't really completely unexpected, but I'm still shocked as hell by it. I feel foolish, I kept saying to myself whenever you'd update that I should talk to you more, track you down and give you a grope and a hug, but I never did. I always thought there'd be more time. Sigh. I am really going to miss you, but I hope you find your spark again, the one that will bring you back to us. I love you, Vanity. <3

[fab_boy]

[] where applicable, also.

I've been really unavailable for a long time, which is what eventually made me realize that there was no point to keep clinging on when in most senses of the word, I was already gone. It always seems like there's more time when things are sadly more finite than you ever want to admit or know. Maybe the spark will return now that I don't have to feel resentful for having to update and "exist", so to speak. Only time will tell. We've had an interesting and fun history, thanks for everything. I love you, too, Smurfette :-*

[howie_day]

You are so wonderful. Good luck with everything <3

[fab_boy]

You are a sweetheart as always. I'm dreamysighing all over the place. What was it you used to like...oh, I think it was, Howie, baby :-*

Thanks very much. Same to you, too, honey.

[m_nathanson]

You were a fantastic Rufus and I'm going to miss your updates. :-*

[fab_boy]

Thank you very much. We had some great chats in the early days and I'll remember them fondly. Take care of you :-*