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Jan 05, 2008 22:57

How could I have let Riley's death happen?  I knew we were in danger.  I shouldn't have stepped out for the mere few hours that I did.  I shouldn't have let her stay home alone.  I should have cast more protective spells over our flat.  I could have prevented this!  She could be alive, but I was stupid and irresponsible.  I can tell the Order is suspicious of me now; they all think I had a hand in her death.  But I didn't!  I can't even be sure who did it.
I think I'm going mad.  I have recurring nightmares about her and the faceless person who did it.  I'm not thinking clearly anymore.  I know that getting revenge would cripple the Order's efforts, but I can't stop myself from craving the feeling of watching her murderer's life drain from his eyes.  I fear becoming as bad as them.

Please alert me if you recognize the handwriting in this note.  I found it next to her body.
 Merry Christmas and to all a very HAPPY New Year

Do not think your actions are going unnoticed.  Justice will be served.

I've put a dent in my gold wristwatch. I should be more careful about these things.
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