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Dear Boy v.2
Dear Boy:
I love you still. But I have come to the obvious conclusion that I am not in love with you, because it's obviously not unconditional. I love you, but at times I hate you and cannot possibly envision myself feeling the same about you if you marry this girl.
You have only known her for six months, and you're engaged? You're stupid. And I don' ( Read more... ) -
hack, hack. cough, cough.
Obviously, I'm sick. Oh well.
Religion: Got an A on the Creative Art project. Didn't do the portrait. Did a game. Yay me. Also got an A on my 2nd test.
English: I guess it's going okay - got a B on my 4th paper [no idea on the 3rd, since it's not back yet... or 5th... and just took a test in lieu of the 6th]. Research Paper is going to be a bitch. ( Read more... ) -
English = suxors.
ENC2301 is kicking my ass. I literally hate Advanced Composition. I got a D+ on my first paper, and a C+ on my second paper [which should turn into a B- tomorrow, for god sake!] Turned my third essay in on Monday, and my fourth essay [which I have a feeling I really did royally fuck up on] is due today [Wednesday]. Yep ( Read more... ) -
this is to [him]
Dear Boy;
I love those brown eyes, the irises outlines in black. I love that beautiful white smile, those full lips. I love your brown nipples and flat abdomen. I love your hip bones. I love your [unmentionables]. I even love your feet... and I hate feet.
I love your laugh. I love your voice. I love your intelligence. I even love your self-confidence ( Read more... ) -
think symmetry
So I hung out with Mom today. Went to the school and she paid for my Earth Science course & book. Printed off her lab report from the house for her [not black mold]. And then went to the doctor with her. We went out to eat after that, where I ate like... a whole rack of ribs. I <3 ribs ( Read more... ) -
fight for everything
I am for sure dropping the chemistry class; my mom is going to pay for this earth/space science class so that I still graduate in December. It makes me feel like shit that I still have to go to my mommy for monetary help, but... yeah.
Kaden's first birthday party was Sunday. It was great. The pinata was the best part, but it was all good. And ( Read more... ) -
today
Didn't sleep last night, but I didn't really expect to. So I went and took the boys to school, then came back here and crashed out around 9 AM. I thought I set my alarm for 12:30 PM, but I didn't actually wake up until 2:30 PM and that royally sucked. So I walked the dog quickly and took a real quick [like, real quick] shower. Then I was off, ( Read more... ) -
random lyrics... just for the hell of it. - on a country music kick.
"Ask me to be there whenever your fall
to do anything, everything, nothing at all.
I'll move any mountain that keeps you from me.
I will change, rearrange, disappear in your dreams.
Don't ask me to let go and then give you up
'Cause I love you that much
And I will, baby I will."
- I Will by Blackhawk
"But here I go...
I wanna give you all I got inside.
I ( Read more... ) -
me, now
So I am bored out of my mind [it is 3:25A]. And I feel compelled to write about who I am now in here, even though no one is reading this yet... Oh well.
When I wrote in this journal, I was 16 and a junior/senior in high school. And I was uh, stupid is the best word for that.
Now:
I'm 19; I'll be 20 roughly 3 months. I live independently in a studio ( Read more... )