I was sleeping great until my sister woke me up at 1:45am. She said my mom was sick. I went upstairs and my mom was sitting on the couch and couldn't catch her breath. She was gasping for air and couldnt move. My dad said he was going to take her to the hospital and she muttered NO. We argued with her for awhile and then she started to say her ( Read more... )

The past few days have been hectic. I almost lost someone yesterday that I care so much about.....Because I did something Stupid. And the worst part, I don't remember half of what I did. Its pretty bad when you get yourself addicted to pills and abuse its purpose just to feel anything other than a normal feeling. So yeah I admit, Im addicted to ( Read more... )

Today was the last day off Hell......Well atleast for a day or two. I was so excited to get out of work. I have been working every day open to close. The two Indian Pricks were in NY for a wedding or something. Terrorist attack or some shit ( Read more... )

I feel like I never update this thing anymore. I guess its because no one ever reads it. Oh well. Lets see.....I finally went to the dermotoligist the other day. He put me on Steroids and 2 other pills. And Some cream. So far so good. I got kinda sick yesterday, He Wants me to take so many steroids at one time....Yesterday and the day before I had ( Read more... )

My weekend was pretty interesting.....Lets just leave it at that. Today I had to open the store. My bosses had a closing on a house they just bought in clarkston (Jon's Neiborhood). I got out of work at 2:30. I came home and sat around for awhile and then went to best buy and bought Boogey man on dvd.....It was alright. I should have made an ( Read more... )

Damnit I feel like shit lately. I feel Like all I want to do is scream. I hate my job, I hate the way I look. And for those of you who have not seen me in awhile dont think you know what Im talking about. Let me remind you, Alot of things change in months/years. I feel like I am a different person every time I look in the mirror. Its like where the ( Read more... )

Imagine Feeling like you have everything you have always wanted in the world. And then something happens and you lose it all ( Read more... )

Saturday I had to wake up at 7am for work. It was a long day.....It was kinda slow and it was shitty outside. I swear Burton, Michigan has alot of trashy people. They stink, can't dress, perverts. Its pretty bad when the nicest thing in Burton is The Mcdonalds. Around 3pm I went to Taco Bell and got lunch. When I came back to my car My gas tank was ( Read more... )

Today was a long day. I got up at 8:30(Am) and took my car to the place my brother use to work. They guy told me a few things I needed to get fixed. He said for me to buy the parts and bring it back and he would do it another time.When I got home from the car place my dad called my mom. She had more news about what the doctor said. He got ready ( Read more... )

Well again another strange day....Most of it atleast. I woke up around 9ish to the phone. It was my uncle calling to talk to my dad. I went back to sleep and woke up after 10. My dad was already gone to see my mom at the hospital. I started playing with the dogs when I heard the front door open. My sister came in the room saying how her work sent ( Read more... )