I'm so worthless.

Why do I live?

Yesterday was basically a waste of time. After spending money on something I really didn't want to do, I get extremely depressed and pissed off for now reason. I kept snapping at Ian and I hate when I do that. It always seems as if I'm amd at him but I'm really not. I just...I get really depressed sometimes. For no reason. I just do. Sometimes it ( Read more... )

Yesterday went to Seaside with Ian, my grandparents and my aunt and uncle. Bought a Grateful Dead shirt, bracelate, muchrooms bobble head and fragrance oil. Also got a spraypaint painting done by Cosmo Kid. Very nice artwork. My grandmother gave Ian $20 to get one too but he didn't ( Read more... )

I need a picture of the mummy from The Nightmare Before Christmas for my tattoo. I can't find a good one anywhere. grrr.

I have an idea for my hair and I think it will look cute but I want to know what people think. Rainbow highlights. I don't mean each highlight a different color. I mean one highlight red[at the top] orange, yellow, green, blue, purple and pink going from the roots to the tips. I've never seen it done before so I'm planning on buying a streaking cap ( Read more... )

40 Below Summer is finally playing at Birch again. September 25. And the new cd comes out October 28. So excited to hear their new stuff.

I was called a 'hippie' by 3 people in school today. ????

I'm making a really cute incense burner in art class. It features the catapillar from Alice in Wonderland. I'm not allowed to make any mushrooms v_v

If I make it seem like I want Ian to live a horrible life in that house, I don't. It's just that if I were him[Megan or their dad], I would do something about it. I did something about my mom and now she's fine. She used to drink constantly and snoop through my things and never leave me alone until we actually did something about her drinking. I'm ( Read more... )

Today was horrible. For the most part.

I haven't been on in almost 3 days. Tuesday was NYC with Ian then a birthday party at his grandparents'. Yesterday was my first day as a junior. I love my schedule and all my classes. I have 3 elective periods because I dropped Italian. I have Woodworth for English ^_^ and he's so great ( Read more... )