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[facetiousmuch]

The other night I fell off of Aaron's back from a couple of feet in the air and hit my face on the ground as well as my shoulder. He has a road burn on his knee and I have the same thing just on my face and my shoulder. Under my right eye is sorta black. I feel so ugly. I hardly have gone outside except for school and to the store with Aaron last

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[melifur]

Good for you for eating well. Being raised by someone with an eating disorder would almost certainly lead to having some faulty ideas about self image and your body. You owe it to yourself to examine your thoughts about that carefully! I'm doing the same thing right now~ I'm kind of on the other end of the spectrum~ I was always the fat kid. But now that I'm more active (I ride my bike a lot and I hike and stuff here all the time)I feel better about myself because of ME and not because of my body. And so that's really made me step back and examine why I've felt bad my whole life because I don't wear the right pants size. There are a lot of unfair advantages that those super hot super model chicks get~ but it's so shallow and meaningless in the end. It's like being rich and famous. How would it be to walk through life like, do you really love ME or just my looks? I think here in Chico I'm on a search for what matters~ and I've finally seen that feeling good is much more important than looking good. Take care of yourself!!! You're worth